temptess

Reading everyone else's comments has got me pacing back and forth like a caged lion. I can only imagine what these pictures must look like based on your profile image - *swoons - passes out at desk*

yeah it was pretty gorss and the people in the emergency room wouldnt let me wipe off any of the blood or removed chunks of head from my shirt because they said the dr had to see how much blood i lost. so i was just covered. it was awful. i was so pissed i snuck around the room they put me in and found towels and got hot water and wiped it from my eyes. i hate doctors.

My, aren't we popuar? Jeez...you meantion a showerhead and they all come running. Well shit, me too.

I think I have talked with you more on SG than I have in like the last 8 years.

I wanna see pictures. I mean really, what haven't I seen? And I want to see them again!

Thank you so much for the tip cohosh tips!
Years ago I used to use rue in small dosages, but it's not to safe so I stopped.

And yes, the possibility of it is what's really a turn-on to me. Because that means that the possibility of doing many other things is most likely going to be there too ;>

o.O

lucky shower massager...

Surprised that someone was reading my lame journal...

You know, I was going to comment in your journal about your profile and your pic, and lo and behold, well...I love your pic. And you seem very interesting too. You're not old, you're old school

I am always open for groupies. They can make or break a band in LA. I try and stay on their good side.

I like to think that Life immatetes Art......

the new mazda speed protege in orange, hah they only have orange a black and those are both his favourite colours he was born on halloween and for some odd reason those are the only colours he likes, so he went with orange cuz its makes the car stand out more. heh


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wish things could be so simple.

Much more assertive stance there in contrast to your comments on needing some one before. Although I *shudder* at any hint that being someones bf/gf means belonging to them. I'd be alone forever, unable to ever give up my freedom and control.

Oh and I know a great deal about living in a foreign country. I spent 6 months in Madrid, Spain attending university there. I was lucky enough that university gave me a connection to a group of people while I overcame the language barrier. How I eventually longed to be back in a country where English was spoken, just so I could overhear conversations in public with ease. Never as alone as in a crowd of people...

And come to think of it- I had a real rough start to my love life over there, so I can completely sympathize. Language is the ability to communicate- essential for any relationship. Social and cultural norms are different as well. It also took me a while to learn how to deal with extremely agressive European men (without starting a fight).

But I did pick up one of my favorite things from living over there that I brought back and still use with my friends: the kiss hello. What an amazing custom- way more personal than a handshake and much more adaptable to any situation. A quick kiss for an aquaintance and a much more sensual one for a crush, dropping a subtle hint...

i was just in the netherlands. i had a pretty good time, it was a beautiful city....amsterdam....

Yes, I really am in Oxnard - beautiful area, weird name. What do I do? Battle a never ending war against responsibility and society......actually have a lot of fun working in the trade show business.

Netherlands? That's great - what are you doing out there?

Someone knowing what a switch is, and the _possibility_ of them playing that part more so than the ability to fulfill it....make sense?

I always keep valerian root...I have to many friends that need sedation on a constant basis not to Nd at least it smells better than a litterbox heh.

I actualy don't take any anti-anxiety meds at all. Just have the ocasional boutwith it when prostrated atp the crimson tide. I have not so nice reactions to kava kava, unfortunately. Black Cohosh? What are the properties for it?

Was in Utrecht 2 weekends ago :>

You already TOLD me in my email....so thank you. No I am not gloating over a girl. Although...there might be one. And eaier to masturbate to? You have NOT changed your ways. Thank GOD.

And I too loved The Cook, The Theif, His Wife and her Lover.

Have a great time at the museums......love how naughty you are.

i've experienced what goes on behind the scenes more than i ever wanted to, and more than some of my own experiences have been a hell of alot less than positive, as well. i never looked at love, or the odds of finding a man capable of fidelity, w/ a blind eye. i fancied myself smart enough to know better.
the thing that's killing me, was the time i failed to see it coming, was the time it would count. the time it would hurt.

Ok..so fucking tell me already!

Beautiful writing. I can't say that I agree. I think self love begins with self respect. If you are not worthy of your own love, then why would you be worthy of anothers? A need so profound for a companion is only masking the inadequecies you speak of. And it will mask any relationship with a person- fufilling a need but with little to do with love.

I'll leave you with a poem from Dorothy Parker before I drag my ass off to bed for work.

By the time you swear you're his,
Shivering and sighing,
And he declares his passion is,
Infinite and undying,
Lady make a note of this,
One of you is lying.

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Games and films most likely, although we often pass that and talk instead. Depends on how all of us feel after a day at work Games can be very cathartic when you've been slaving all day long.

Nice entry, I wouldnt mind writing well like that, all mine are historical or fantasy related stories. I tend to balls up anything else or my mind goes blank.

i agree, i just think it would be rad to have them all swooning over my shitty band.. i have enough general every day run of the mill groupies already so they've lost their luster, know what i mean? i want Grade A ..DAMNIT

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Nice to see someone else is up at an obscene hour of the night. About the conservative thing- I would venture those people hold you conservative by their standards. It's usually what we judge other people by. I can't seem to equate conservative with evil. Perhaps it is other characteristics that are implied- such as being closed minded, evangelical/proselytizing, or just plain boring that gives conservative that negative connotation.

Or since I am from Seattle- it could mean that by being conservative one is *different* (ooooh) and most people have an inherent fear of that which is not the societal norm. Of course in perspective I'm sure in Texas being a liberal could be construed likewise, and being conservative would be the norm.

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