tegan

well im all in my new house.. kind of settled. i love the fact that its green and there are beautiful flowers outside.. and a front porch... ohhh yea.

its really hot here in l.a

i miss my homies but the time for me to see them is getting closer and closer. im excited.

i hope that everyone realises that what they do affects everyone else. this is what i want to do and i have decided that im not going to let anyone hinder my chances of getting on the next tour. this is an amazing opportunity and there is nothing that is going to stop me from getting it... 'if you want it bad enough, you can get it...' and fucking right i will. this is what i am GOING to do... no more of this waiting around shit. if i just blend in with the croud, how fucking good is that going to do me when i go to auditions. none. yesterday, i realised i was in this alone. i only wished that i could of figured it out a long time ago... maybe then my odd's would be better.

umm... soraya is still in town, we have been having a deal of fun... yesterday was erin's birthday which was great. the night before was paige's going away party which was also great. today... supposed to practise for vegas. slowly happening. im going to do as much as i can and im going to be here at noon again tomorrow to do more. ladies... if your not awake... i am going to wake your sorry asses up.

i guess thats all for now.
i wanted to go to horsecocks house but i dont think im going to be able to. too much shit to work out.

i have a funny picture of willem on my new phone.

xox.
t Lo

p.s i know Dyme from a long time ago... go look at her... shes cute.

im going to fucking ROCK the casbah.