i just want to feel
as cool as kim deal
-dandywarhols-
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sometimes, i catch myself (like i caught myself this evening out on the cold as ice porch) saying things like "i need khakis! i can't wait unitl april! i need khakis now!"
1) i am shocked by my need for khakis
2) i own other pairs of pants. there are some people in...
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and if the wind from the traffic should blow me away
at this altitude
it will come back to you
my direction home
-bobmould-
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watching one's heart beat on a monitor in black and white is a truly humbling experience. i was lying there, for what i thought was going to be a much more gruelling test, i lay there for an hour watching...
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superflea:
I've never seen my insides, beyond dental X-rays.
I'm quite happy about that, all things considered. I hope I never have to. I'm convinced there are going to be batteries, a pull-cord, and maybe some helium.
While in university, my gf had to see somebody else's insides. She still thinks it was astonishingly neat. I cringe and cower like a schoolchild even thinking about it.
I'm such a sissy.
I hope everything turns out just fine and everything is okay with your pull-cord.
I'm quite happy about that, all things considered. I hope I never have to. I'm convinced there are going to be batteries, a pull-cord, and maybe some helium.
While in university, my gf had to see somebody else's insides. She still thinks it was astonishingly neat. I cringe and cower like a schoolchild even thinking about it.
I'm such a sissy.
I hope everything turns out just fine and everything is okay with your pull-cord.
apologees:
i read nothing of your journal entry except the bob mould lyric. thats enough.
*friend request sent*
(bob rules)
*friend request sent*
(bob rules)
i just had ice cream.
i should be feeling like hell any second now.
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i tried going to my yoga practice today. but i think my nerves about my ekg stress test prevented me from any sort of benefit, and i actually left before the whole second set of vinyasas happened.
i can tell i am nervous about the stress test. i was breaking...
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loismustdie:
wow! that does sound cool... hope you feel better now...
loismustdie:
i'm sure everything will be fine... let me know if there's anything i can do... *sending good vibes your way, hon*
when we were young
we'd never play
out in the street
we'd only run
where we felt safe
-paulwesterberg-
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i am divided.
from this morning's trip into work where i slid more than i actually had control of the vehicle, and i pushed my way through the snow filled downtown streets of cowtown trying not to lose control.
when i got out of the...
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the_mad_monk:
thas, were you hang over the toilet and 
All this talk about One flew has got me jonesin' think i'm going to watch this week!!! do you have the special ED??? it's truely the one to have!!!
All this talk about One flew has got me jonesin' think i'm going to watch this week!!! do you have the special ED??? it's truely the one to have!!!
and i'm gonna stay up all night
-twilight singers-
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oh dear the snow the snow!
it's coming down in droves, and oh boy oh boy. now that i am home i am happy about it, having made the decision to wait out rush hour at the office and get some extra work done.
so the girlboss and i sat and played games and we...
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wakeangel:
ever try cross-country skiing? that's a great workout even better than running. i just started doing that regularly this winter 'cause i have a one year old german shepard that needs a lot of excercise too. it really is a lot of fun, gets you out in the clean air and you see the world in winter time, which i think is a whole seperate beauty. highly recommended
wakeangel:
as long as there is snow and you don't even need hills, in fact it's harder starting out with a lot of hills
come on thunder
come on thunder
-james-
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so, i am thinking classes might be the best thing for me to get out of the rut i've been digging myself into.
do you know how hard it is to tell people closest to you that you feel in a rut because everything is going so well? it's hard to get sympathy in that sort of...
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cyber_faust:
I'm verys ure everything will be fine health wise too.
I understand about telling the people closest to you about a rut. Sometimes they are most afraid of change b/c they think it means them! Ah our silly egos,
What type of yoga do you do?
I understand about telling the people closest to you about a rut. Sometimes they are most afraid of change b/c they think it means them! Ah our silly egos,
What type of yoga do you do?
the_mad_monk:
Ahh cool it see another Fan of one flew over the coocoo's nest!!! Have you read the book???? i want to see them get someone like tim burton or david lynch to do a remake going completely by the book!!!
the sun is setting on the century
and we are armed to the teeth
-anidifranco-
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i think i figured out where this need for newness, this need for change, to get out of this rut, to find something different, something new, something ... anything ... can you hear me? ness ...
every two to four years of my life, i have packed up my...
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cyber_faust:
I think you're feelings are right on target, and their very healthy too. In some ways change is what keeps us alive, in the real sense of being in the world.
Any ideas about the tat? Oh, and tell me what you're feeling about grad school. Believe it or not, I actually like talking about that, I know. Im an odd bird
Any ideas about the tat? Oh, and tell me what you're feeling about grad school. Believe it or not, I actually like talking about that, I know. Im an odd bird
beledi:
i'm going to one of those 30 minute fitness places (in this case, figures). it's kinda circuit training from what i understand. we'll see how it works...
how did you start doing yoga?
how did you start doing yoga?
"i'm tryin, i'm tryin to ..."
- modest mouse
that lyric has been going through my head for a week, as i am trying to figure out where i stand. this happens once or twice a year, when i sit alone and try and figure out what i am doing, where i am going, what i should be doing and where i should be going....
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lemonkid:
dearest teclo,
not everything, but a variety of interesting and important things. at least I think so.
yours truly,
Lemonkid
not everything, but a variety of interesting and important things. at least I think so.
yours truly,
Lemonkid
beledi:
i feel your wants. i feel your chaos. i have the same days/moments/weeks...
then i usually end up buying clothes i wear only occasionally (if ever) or books or something i end up neglecting when the old me returns. i need to get out of this rut.
perhaps we need a support system
then i usually end up buying clothes i wear only occasionally (if ever) or books or something i end up neglecting when the old me returns. i need to get out of this rut.
perhaps we need a support system
a long walk in the cold, and your legs are frozen, and your nose is ice, but your hand is warm because it is in the hand of your love.
you turn around after a mile, and decide against the restaurant another half mile down the road. you turn around with your love in tow, and make your way back west for the restaurant around...
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lemonkid:
A dirty boy whore.. I wish.. although if I wasn't driving my roommates boyfriends car tonight.. with the responsibilities that entails.. the evening could have been more interesting.
disblackfeet:
Newark has been treating me so so,i went to wal-mart today and though i was at a white trash convention but hey what do you expect. 
waa hoo.
so, apparantly because i rock so hard at this station, they gave me a raise. and that's just fine with me. i could deal with the extra dough.
actually, i am sitting here trying not to let it burn a hole in my pocket, and trying not to smile too wide all the time.
oh yes, and i need a haircut, badly. and...
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I have no comment regarding khakis.