techno_ballerina

i saw my doctor today, my mother demanded it since i'm going away for four days as of friday, she didn't want me getting sick again and not be near my regular doctors. he took more chest x rays, etc...and he said i'm doing really well. *beams* he said no heavy physical activities, like running for miles at a time like i used to, etc,...
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So, the district manager came into our store today. keep in mind what a big head hauncho he is -- in charge of most of the stores in the st. louis region. I knew how much his visit meant to our brand new store manager and how much they freak out when things like this happen -- they frantically try to get the store in...
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this is going to be so hard...doing fifteen credit hours, working full time (forty hours a week). last night was evidence, i could hardly keep my eyes open. i have tuesdays and thursdays "off," meaning i don't have classes, but i still have to work. i keep telling myself it's worth it, i need money, i need an edumacation. the parents think i'm working myself...
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I've been listening to Elliot Smith, Death Cab & Funeral for a Friend nonstop lately. I weep to some of the lyrics, the transition their fingers make on the guitar & the sheer beauty of how a voice can mingle with such harmony.

I'm going as a dead emo kid for halloween.

i got my license. i got an 80/100...not bad, huh? i walk to work today for the VERY LAST TIME...my dad took the car to work, though i told him not to last night, i told him to take his truck so i could drive the car if i passed but no...beh. fucking males. there's only one or two i can stand.

well...i'm off to...
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::: i'm doing ok. the docs have done some tests, i'm on new meds, and i'm taking my license test tomorrow morning...FUCK YES. took me several years to be approved by the doc to be able to drive, with all the black outs and all. i really hope i pass, because bumming rides off everyone is becoming lame.

::: my girlfriend leaves in three days....
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this applies to many people on this site.
forgive me for being so...so blunt.

BUY YOUR OWN SHIT. no one (including me) is going to buy you things without something in return, so stop your fucking whoring. and the threats, even if told out of sheer humor...grow the fuck up, please. if i have money, i'll buy my own stuff. the odds of me buying...
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so, um...yeah. i'm alive. just really busy. and...there's nothing else to say.

back to cleaning my room in my underwear with the stereo blaring.

PS: i love phillipe.