Avoiding homework. A very, very large amount of homework, actually. But I'm very good at ignoring responsibility, hoo yes.
Drinking some iced tea (too sweetened... alas) and thinking about things. My life has been a combination of horrendous, and more horrendous, and full of hope for the future.
Of import:
- My boyfriend is a sociopath, or at least has very prominent tendencies.
Oh dear....
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Drinking some iced tea (too sweetened... alas) and thinking about things. My life has been a combination of horrendous, and more horrendous, and full of hope for the future.
Of import:
- My boyfriend is a sociopath, or at least has very prominent tendencies.
Oh dear....
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Because I am actually not a moping bum, here is what makes me happy today (or will make me happy shortly):
1. Fudge that my suitemate left out for nibblers like myself
2. My Shakespeare teacher awkwardly being nice to me after class
3. Thanksgiving break in six days!
4. The fact that after I finally finish this fucking paper, I will only have one...
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1. Fudge that my suitemate left out for nibblers like myself
2. My Shakespeare teacher awkwardly being nice to me after class
3. Thanksgiving break in six days!
4. The fact that after I finally finish this fucking paper, I will only have one...
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papaspank:
pack it up pack it in, it's time for the end to begin. if ya wanna chat you can mail me at: freedomtoobey@hotmail.com or if you wanna check me out: http://www.myspace.com/papaspank
Someone bring me some chocolate.
Utah was amazing, as I knew it would be. Things have been stressful lately, but I feel like a huge weight has just been lifted from my shoulders. I'm changing my major. I have given this a lot of thought. Theater is no longer fun when your academic integrity/ future career depends on it. I'm not going to give up performing, I just don't want...
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And I'm off to Utah to attend the largest party of my young life.
Somehow those two things don't really mesh in my head.
Somehow those two things don't really mesh in my head.
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johnclement:
Strikes me as a bit of a contradiction.
Hope you had fun.
Hope you had fun.
lotus:
haha.
I love your username. Teapots are the best.
I love your username. Teapots are the best.
Hahah... oh lord.
So, when I'm in a relationship, could every other person I could possibly ever be romantically interested in maybe... become invisible for a while? Thanks.
So, when I'm in a relationship, could every other person I could possibly ever be romantically interested in maybe... become invisible for a while? Thanks.
Aww, thank you guys for the birthday wishes! I had so much love coming my way yesterday, I was completely overwhelmed. But in a good way. My friends decorated my room while I was at rehearsal and when I returned there were reeses cups all over my desk, balloons all over my floor, streamers all over my cieling and a giant happy birthday balloon (seriously,...
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The show I'm auditioning for on Monday requires me to sing bluegrass.
I'll let you know how well THAT goes.
I'll let you know how well THAT goes.
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papaspank:
Happy birthday!
also.
hope the singing went well
also.
hope the singing went well
eightsenuf:
Happy Birthday!
I will be of legal age to purchase and consume alcohol in 2 days.
As a college student, I should be a lot more excited about this, but I'm more excited about the fact that it's my birthday and everyone has to do what I say for a day.
Heh heh.
As a college student, I should be a lot more excited about this, but I'm more excited about the fact that it's my birthday and everyone has to do what I say for a day.
Heh heh.
Tired. Hell week is over, and I am still recovering. Well, I have to start the whole shebang over tomorrow, as I have another paper to write. And oodles of reading to finish.
I miss my boyfriend. I could use a hug. And some reassurance that at some point in time, yes, I will be happy here.
I miss my boyfriend. I could use a hug. And some reassurance that at some point in time, yes, I will be happy here.
indexcard:
i'm from the gateway state. the journey of a 1000 miles begins with the first step -or is that the first mis-step? it depends on which water glass perspective you favor -the whole half full/half empty paradox. have you been to the sclupture park? it's called something like laumeier park. i highly recommend it after hours (it's called trespassing then) with a friend or two on a fall evening with a little joy division/tones on tail/sisters of mercy polyphonic. it used to make me feel better.
i reassure you that this too, what you're feeling, (the reassurance you seek), this trying time -shall pass. it's all about context. think back to sometime in your past. the thing you overcame. or that thing you did or how far you've come. it was worth it. this too shall be worth it. this moment will build a part of you. without experience there is no life.
my theory is that life is all about possibilities. that is the boundless well from which all new beginnings spring. it's worth it if you want it. distance allows introspection and provides dialogue for what you might have never been asked to put words to.
i reassure you that this too, what you're feeling, (the reassurance you seek), this trying time -shall pass. it's all about context. think back to sometime in your past. the thing you overcame. or that thing you did or how far you've come. it was worth it. this too shall be worth it. this moment will build a part of you. without experience there is no life.
my theory is that life is all about possibilities. that is the boundless well from which all new beginnings spring. it's worth it if you want it. distance allows introspection and provides dialogue for what you might have never been asked to put words to.
Things a koala bear would say, if it could:
1. Yay!
2. Love me!
3. Climbing trees is fun!
4. Let's volunteer at a soup kitchen this Christmas.
5. Let's prevent a forest fire!
6. No, you're the cutest ever!
7. Heidegger is boring. I much prefer the work of Nietsche.
8. Let's make cider!
9. Look, a pouch!
10. I bet I'll live forever!...
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1. Yay!
2. Love me!
3. Climbing trees is fun!
4. Let's volunteer at a soup kitchen this Christmas.
5. Let's prevent a forest fire!
6. No, you're the cutest ever!
7. Heidegger is boring. I much prefer the work of Nietsche.
8. Let's make cider!
9. Look, a pouch!
10. I bet I'll live forever!...
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cdt21:
11. Look - another fucking tourist!
baudot:
12. %$#@. &^*$! Where's my coffee?
Koala just look grumpy to me.
Koala just look grumpy to me.
Goddammit. I just want so fall asleep with someone under my arm. A little too much for the universe to pull together, evidently.
Midterms are fast approaching. I have so much work to do that my eyes start to cross just thinking about it.
Why am I doing this instead? I'm a masochist!
Midterms are fast approaching. I have so much work to do that my eyes start to cross just thinking about it.
Why am I doing this instead? I'm a masochist!