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For the last week, almost every day, i've been getting calls from a wrong number, asking for a guy named Joe Herr. This isn't a new thing; since i got the 916 number, i'd irregularly get calls from parole officers or random people or the Colorado Technical Institute for this Joe Herr. These new calls, despite me telling them constantly that this dude doesn't use...
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Okay, so the original line to this was "This new 'Scrubs' is depressing," however that word isn't the right one. Depressing, not the other ones. So here I am, stalling, because there's nothing else to do until the Ambien kicks in. At that point, should i still be writing, it will cease resembling this barely read blog as you know it & lead into me...
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I tend to look at life, at least mine, as a book, sometimes. It was to the point, when i was a kid, that I couldn't think without thinking about it as a book. I got over that when, at around age nine, I realized I'd used the same adjectives more than enough times, & thought that if it were a real book, i'd stop...
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I need to get out. May is never one of my months (big things, often negative, happen in May), but fuck, it's too nice out to sit in here. This time of year makes me the most nostalgiac. That time before school gets out, but it clearly is summer in climate & it makes things much easier to take. Summer of '98 is the one...
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All is well in the kingdom, even if the king has seen better days.

Someone once said I should believe none of what I hear, & half of what I see. This is a flawed statement, I think, but totally rational. Granted, the context was very different then, but the thought is still the same. But the deaf, dumb, & blind kid sure plays mean...
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Being honest, to me, has always been a sign of respect. I mean, it takes a lot to tell someone how you really feel, whether they achieve something important or whether they fuck up royally. I expect no less from people, because hey, that's how I always tried to work. So why is it that some people are quick to tell someone something honestly, but...
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Man, people are a weird species. Why is it some try SO hard to get things from others, like approval or sympathy or even just any kind of recognition? The internet has only made this worse. Are some lives just that empty? Yikes. God knows i behave myself far better than i thought i could, by the way.

So, in keeping with things as they...
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My oldest brother is an interesting guy, in many different ways. I haven't seen him since the Christmas of 2000, & have only gotten back in touch with him since i've been in Sac (he lives out in Indiana somewhere now with his his kids & his wife...i think they're married. Doesn't matter). He's still the same only...mature, i guess. That scares me a little,...
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I just got this really bad feeling about something. Huh. Better pass.

Thanks to everyone I saw this week for hanging out. Omeganightmare, Toez, kalleigh, Lobster_Mobster, & especially catagogo (love that CD) all are amazing people & great company. Good day.

New apartment search was hobbled a day because of computer problems, but will kick off again Monday, when i can...
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More briefish notes:

---I'm ready to leave now. Like right now. This second. I'm done. Wednesday is too far away.

---NEW FUCKING COMPUTER. Better, faster, stronger. Keyboard is a little wonky, but what can you do? Still kinda weird on some sites, SG for one. I also am in the process of once again moving all my shit to another computer, which is tiring, especially...
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