I think I'm watching "True Life: I'm a Stupid Whore." Not sure.
SO glad to be home. It's finally over. I miss reality; time kinda stops at the lake.
I have a toy parrot that records things and sings and generally is obnoxious. By the end of the week, I will make sure it knows "Straight Outta Compton," and various phrases that I know will end up being said at the wrong moment.
I think I...well, okay, I'm not quite sure of how to word it. Well, I am, but the only words I can use I either hate or feel overstate the situation. Things are good. Good good good.
The city of Lakeport is such a weird place. Seemed like lots of rude people, and a lot of just weird bastards. The new bar is neat, though. That about covers it.
Man...I think I'm in trouble. Har.
Anyway, yeah, I think the Christmas spirit hit me in part. i've been thinking a lot about what that actually means, because until a few hours ago I've not been able to do a whole lot else. The point is to feel good the whole year, to be a good person in spite of your faults and help those you can when you're able to while keeping expectations both lofty and realistic just enough. I think I just dislike the thought process a lot of people have where they "have" to be a good person, instead of actually BEING one the rest of the time. I'm not making sense, I don't think.
I can't believe last night was...last night. Seems like it was weeks, months ago. Fuck.
I've got roughly three different varying ideas to make it to the New Years party I want to go to. Writing that made me think of "Detroit Rock City," for some reason. The answer is, as usual, Natasha Lyonne.
I'm done.
Later.
SO glad to be home. It's finally over. I miss reality; time kinda stops at the lake.
I have a toy parrot that records things and sings and generally is obnoxious. By the end of the week, I will make sure it knows "Straight Outta Compton," and various phrases that I know will end up being said at the wrong moment.
I think I...well, okay, I'm not quite sure of how to word it. Well, I am, but the only words I can use I either hate or feel overstate the situation. Things are good. Good good good.
The city of Lakeport is such a weird place. Seemed like lots of rude people, and a lot of just weird bastards. The new bar is neat, though. That about covers it.
Man...I think I'm in trouble. Har.
Anyway, yeah, I think the Christmas spirit hit me in part. i've been thinking a lot about what that actually means, because until a few hours ago I've not been able to do a whole lot else. The point is to feel good the whole year, to be a good person in spite of your faults and help those you can when you're able to while keeping expectations both lofty and realistic just enough. I think I just dislike the thought process a lot of people have where they "have" to be a good person, instead of actually BEING one the rest of the time. I'm not making sense, I don't think.
I can't believe last night was...last night. Seems like it was weeks, months ago. Fuck.
I've got roughly three different varying ideas to make it to the New Years party I want to go to. Writing that made me think of "Detroit Rock City," for some reason. The answer is, as usual, Natasha Lyonne.
I'm done.
Later.
welcome back to reality lol