tds

I should be in the retail field by the end of the month. Unless I find something more interesting before then. I'm being "processed."

"Joker James" by the Who continues to fascinate me, because it's another of those accurate-but-not-quite songs. Definitely not the song I should be playing as much as I have been. Can't believe it took me three years to find, though. Dial-up isn't missed.

I may need to go back to the lake soon. It's really not fair; the stable(ish) side of my life shouldn't be so fucked up. I really don't know how much to get into, at least in this type of forum, but...fuck big business, and fuck everything that has gone wrong this year. It can let up any time. I can't wait until this whole year is over, and shit can just settle, like REALLY settle.

As for me, I'm decent. Confused as fuck about a few things, as always, but really, it adds mystery to life. Since when did Jenga become a metaphor for life? It sums it up, at least at the moment, but really. I just don't get it. I'm crazy distracted right now. And angry. Again or still is the question. And I'm sorry. Sometimes the good humor just kinda...dries up, i guess.

Later.