Well, this weekend has been an experience. Peaks & valleys all over the damn place.
Yesterday was going totally decently until about the time i posted the last blog (this one is being posted because i fucking hate Ambien writing & need it bumped back). It's amazing how people can misinterpret the most trivial of things, then spin it in such a way you're almost gutted by a feeling of insult. I dunno, maybe certain people just have sharper knives when you respect them so much. I guess. This isn't intended to be some woe is me, masturbatory emo thing, i just have been thinking far too much. This isn't intended to be insulting at all, by any means. It's just a wee bit of venting, i guess. Not really anger as much as surprise & a little disappointed. And that's all i gotta say about that.
I don't remember falling asleep on the couch last night, but i think i did. I mean, i woke up, computer was still on, some loud preacher was talking about the virtues of some book of the Bible i can't recall, I actually found it interesting, but decided to watch something else anyway. I find the Bible a major source of fascination. I mean, personally, i don't think it houses half the things people swear it does, but i think there are definitely a lot of positive things in it. In a sense of...virtue, i guess. Lessons that can be applied to many facets of life. But then i think Aesop's Fables work the same way, so maybe i'm just looking at it from a strange point of view. Don't be offended by this musing or anything, by the way; i'm definitely not preaching a thing or bemoaning anything. Just thinking out loud.
Radio was a fucking disaster Friday. Everything that went wrong basically did. It would've been hilarious if it weren't so sad. But i made it work, & thank god for my co-host, who's a hell of a guy. Even though, you know, the teacher has basically offered to get him a sweet internship but has either been avoiding or forgetting about me. I'm really concerned, because...look we've done every show but like one together (he's got his show, i've got mine, but we both are on each others so much we're essentially a package by this point). Him getting this deal is awesome, but i deserve one just as much. If i get nothing, i seriously need to think of a way to make this summer not suck, in the grid or not.
WrestleMania is in about forty minutes. I don't know why i bother. It's usually just me, hanging out, watching the show. No real point, i guess. But hey, it's WrestleMania. No one cares, but still, might as well sandwich the shitty parts in between fancy dress with booze & fake sports with booze.
I'm done. Spring Break for me is next week. I need to do something during this official Monday through Friday window, since i'm debating going to the LC next weekend. Any takers?
Yesterday was going totally decently until about the time i posted the last blog (this one is being posted because i fucking hate Ambien writing & need it bumped back). It's amazing how people can misinterpret the most trivial of things, then spin it in such a way you're almost gutted by a feeling of insult. I dunno, maybe certain people just have sharper knives when you respect them so much. I guess. This isn't intended to be some woe is me, masturbatory emo thing, i just have been thinking far too much. This isn't intended to be insulting at all, by any means. It's just a wee bit of venting, i guess. Not really anger as much as surprise & a little disappointed. And that's all i gotta say about that.
I don't remember falling asleep on the couch last night, but i think i did. I mean, i woke up, computer was still on, some loud preacher was talking about the virtues of some book of the Bible i can't recall, I actually found it interesting, but decided to watch something else anyway. I find the Bible a major source of fascination. I mean, personally, i don't think it houses half the things people swear it does, but i think there are definitely a lot of positive things in it. In a sense of...virtue, i guess. Lessons that can be applied to many facets of life. But then i think Aesop's Fables work the same way, so maybe i'm just looking at it from a strange point of view. Don't be offended by this musing or anything, by the way; i'm definitely not preaching a thing or bemoaning anything. Just thinking out loud.
Radio was a fucking disaster Friday. Everything that went wrong basically did. It would've been hilarious if it weren't so sad. But i made it work, & thank god for my co-host, who's a hell of a guy. Even though, you know, the teacher has basically offered to get him a sweet internship but has either been avoiding or forgetting about me. I'm really concerned, because...look we've done every show but like one together (he's got his show, i've got mine, but we both are on each others so much we're essentially a package by this point). Him getting this deal is awesome, but i deserve one just as much. If i get nothing, i seriously need to think of a way to make this summer not suck, in the grid or not.
WrestleMania is in about forty minutes. I don't know why i bother. It's usually just me, hanging out, watching the show. No real point, i guess. But hey, it's WrestleMania. No one cares, but still, might as well sandwich the shitty parts in between fancy dress with booze & fake sports with booze.
I'm done. Spring Break for me is next week. I need to do something during this official Monday through Friday window, since i'm debating going to the LC next weekend. Any takers?