Radio was apparently cancelled today. Or so i assume, since i was there on time & hung out for an hour because no sign was up & no one was around. Not many classes i wait an hour for. And it sucked i couldn't go in, because it was one of those days where material just kinda came to me with the more people i interacted with. It's an amazing thing. People are fascinating to watch sometimes. Shame we can't beat them with canes. I've had enough lopsided redheaded Asian chicks dating gigantic Mexican jocks & professing their mututal undying love after being together NO MORE than two weeks. Further, anniversaries happen once a year. Not once a fucking week. This behavior in people over 20 should get people arrested.
No plans tonight, sadly. Really wished i'd had some too. Feeling waffley.
Waiting for Lobster_Mobster to call me back, so maybe this day will be saved. Maybe. Honestly, i just am feeling incredibly annoyed at the world this evening. Or just today in general. I first thought this was because i've been happier than i've been in years, which has blown some circuit in my brain, but after taking a horrible nap (where i got a great idea for a great story that i forgot the second i woke up) i've realized i'm pissed at a lot of things. Happy overall, i guess, but pissed. And this has been a weird year so far, to the point i feel like i'm a few steps behind where i am, if that makes sense. Also seems to be a risk of caring what people think far too much, but i think i'm doing fine.
Also decided when this semester ends, i'm taking the next semester off to work like a human being. This means i need to make sure i get a letter of reccommendation from the radio guy, & i can finally get a place in the Grid. I think the deciding factor was the fact that outside of the radio guy, EVERY teacher at CRC seems to be a backbiting glory whore. Had enough of those to last a while, believe me. I'd rather work, be it in radio or somewhere where i can enjoy myself.
Life is a weird thing to figure out. I guess you kinda have to try, but still. Pain in the ass. Pretty sure the answer is regular sex, though. Like, 94% sure.
Anyone wanna do anything trivial this weekend? Hit a brotha up.
No plans tonight, sadly. Really wished i'd had some too. Feeling waffley.
Waiting for Lobster_Mobster to call me back, so maybe this day will be saved. Maybe. Honestly, i just am feeling incredibly annoyed at the world this evening. Or just today in general. I first thought this was because i've been happier than i've been in years, which has blown some circuit in my brain, but after taking a horrible nap (where i got a great idea for a great story that i forgot the second i woke up) i've realized i'm pissed at a lot of things. Happy overall, i guess, but pissed. And this has been a weird year so far, to the point i feel like i'm a few steps behind where i am, if that makes sense. Also seems to be a risk of caring what people think far too much, but i think i'm doing fine.
Also decided when this semester ends, i'm taking the next semester off to work like a human being. This means i need to make sure i get a letter of reccommendation from the radio guy, & i can finally get a place in the Grid. I think the deciding factor was the fact that outside of the radio guy, EVERY teacher at CRC seems to be a backbiting glory whore. Had enough of those to last a while, believe me. I'd rather work, be it in radio or somewhere where i can enjoy myself.
Life is a weird thing to figure out. I guess you kinda have to try, but still. Pain in the ass. Pretty sure the answer is regular sex, though. Like, 94% sure.
Anyone wanna do anything trivial this weekend? Hit a brotha up.
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dinosaurus:
I've found that since quitting my second job, I don't know what to do with myself. It's like, "Well, I'm not working... what else is there?" the answer has mostly been self-pitying blogs, natch. (And obsessively checking Craigslist for more work. HA!)
toez:
m'kay, if you think we'd expect gifts, then you don't know us very well. well i guess you don't know jeff at all, but still...no gifts needed. i'm not even sure we're both going to be off anyways, but HOPEFULLY something will happen!