what a week!
well something to look forward to on saturday and that is the creation of my second pair of cherries, this time on my right ankle, and in a purply colour rather than red (like on my left ankle) these are big mothers of tattoos so pics will be posted when done. promise
my life was pootling along just fine when on wednesday i got a letter to say my current employer wants to see me as soon as so i can explain why my previous employment was 'terminated'
it's a long story and happened 2 years ago and basically went to court where i won and got the termination bit overturned but obviously i didn't want to go back to a majorly sucky job!
so now i gotta go eat humble pie and be all sweetness and light when the mo'fo's think it's alright to dredge up a whole world of mess that is well behind me.
Another thing that drives me nuts is, if working for local government and you are a junkie or an alcoholic, they will bend over backward to help you. BUT if you are the spawn of satan himself and suffer (shock/horror) a MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEM like depression they think they have the right to go through all your medical files FROM BIRTH!!!!!!!
being born with jaundice and a heart murmer is 'f' all to do with them. Trying to kill myself at 16 is, again, 'f' all to do with them. seeing that i had a miscarriage 6 years ago is 'f' all to do with them. Yet I am the one who has to justify my life, my actions and my mistakes while the 'perfect' ones sit in judgement
PS I am in a good mood honest
I am just a little weary of all this mind messing madness that other people put onto me while i am a fine and functioning human being AND have the psychiatrist certificate to prove it. lol
well something to look forward to on saturday and that is the creation of my second pair of cherries, this time on my right ankle, and in a purply colour rather than red (like on my left ankle) these are big mothers of tattoos so pics will be posted when done. promise
my life was pootling along just fine when on wednesday i got a letter to say my current employer wants to see me as soon as so i can explain why my previous employment was 'terminated'
it's a long story and happened 2 years ago and basically went to court where i won and got the termination bit overturned but obviously i didn't want to go back to a majorly sucky job!
so now i gotta go eat humble pie and be all sweetness and light when the mo'fo's think it's alright to dredge up a whole world of mess that is well behind me.
Another thing that drives me nuts is, if working for local government and you are a junkie or an alcoholic, they will bend over backward to help you. BUT if you are the spawn of satan himself and suffer (shock/horror) a MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEM like depression they think they have the right to go through all your medical files FROM BIRTH!!!!!!!
being born with jaundice and a heart murmer is 'f' all to do with them. Trying to kill myself at 16 is, again, 'f' all to do with them. seeing that i had a miscarriage 6 years ago is 'f' all to do with them. Yet I am the one who has to justify my life, my actions and my mistakes while the 'perfect' ones sit in judgement
PS I am in a good mood honest
I am just a little weary of all this mind messing madness that other people put onto me while i am a fine and functioning human being AND have the psychiatrist certificate to prove it. lol