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i think i'm going to pierce my septum...

i hate him.

17 days and i get to see him again. hopefully, i'll get to see him before that, but the 9th is a definite 'yay', as i will it so...

...things are getting better. soon i shall call him mine !

argh. i have my annual case of strep throat. and i have a sneaking suspicion that it came fromt he same source: the boy.

i hope i see him again soon. i miss kissing his neck and rubbing his back while he plays 'call of duty'.

it's particularly fun for me to point out that he always dies at the exact same time on the...
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he told me that i make it hard for him to be mean. i spent a couple of hours with him and his brother. they smoked weed and i looked at old playboys. he sang selena to me and i laughed my ass off. we had sex and he brought me water and ice cream (sadly, it was chocolate...yuck.) and didn't bug me about moving...
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ugh, i'm fucking FREEZING and my sheets seem like they're taking their sweet time drying. if i hadn't used the new fabric softener i got (on jersey sheets, mmmmmm...) i'd just use my other set.

i cleaned my room today. i can see the carpet for the first time in quite a few weeks.

work's going good, and i got extensions in all of...
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this week, i am going to be consumed by the massive pile of homrwoek tha ti let accumulate over the summer.

this weekend, i am spenading friday with two of my favorite ladies: julez and britney spears.

saturday and sunday are going to have me in a state of mild panic.

his band's in a battle on sunday. and his girlfriend might be there. his...
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people are still so fucking stupid, it's scary.

ugh.

things are just messy right now...

...just a giant fucking pile of yuck...

ugh,still sick. at and the worst possible time.

i saw the boy last week and was swept into the role of 'the other woman'. well, one of them anyway.

i think i'm getting tired of him. i really don't want to let him go, but i can't make him trust me or want to be with *just* me. i can say with total confidence that...
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