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bah- STILL not done with the old house. i now hate that place and never want to see it ever again. EVER AGAIN.

new place, though still in somewhat of a shambles, is coming together nicely. i still have a lot of unpacking to do, but whatever. it feels like home now and it's lovely. i kind of dig that there's different characters here and...
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moooooooooooooooved yesterday and that was terrible. i love the az heat and sun... but NOT when i'm hauling furniture and boxes full of stuff.

...i think my roommate and i were fooled by the kitschy lull of this place. we really like our apartment, and the neighborhood is cute and makes me think of a gidget movie, but i think this is essentially a trailer...
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found a delightful little place that i could just eat with a spoon (provided the unit is as cute as the model- we'll be seeing that long before signing/paying for anything). i'm so very happy.

hawaii is a few weeks away- which means i've dicked around long enough and am going to have to work out every day and eat better- with no cheats because...
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I AM NOT MOVING HOME AND I AM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED ABOUT IT!

i don't know why i was rushing into homeownership- it's just me and my dog and why would i want to live alone when i could live with one of my best friends? i feel SO much better. yeah, i'll have to rearrange some things when my loan payments become a...
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i'll never learn with him...


but i'm in much better spirits overall, so imma go with it. moving home isn't the end of the world. graduation is months away. it could be a hell of a lot worse.
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welp, i (kind of) did it. sent him a text that said "that's it- you're friend zoned now..."

thing is, we're not really friends, so i guess that's it then. he hasn't responded and i don't expect him to. i feel like i'm going to cry but i'm not actually crying, so maybe i'm just feeling that way because i think that's how i should...
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another semester done, thank god. and by the skin of my motherfucking teeth, no less. i've got to stop procrastinating- it's not funny anymore. i've never been so stressed, mainly because i usually go "well, fuck it..." and just let it go, but this is my last "restart" of college. i am fucking graduating in the fall and that's fucking final.

moving home in july,...
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maineville:
Hope things look up just gotta handle business and hope for the best i know what you mean about procrastination but its when we are at our low points where we kick our own asses and do what we need to do.
eliona:
hope you feel better soon babekisskiss
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i just had the loveliest night- cuddled until 5 am. i'm so happy right now i can barely stand it smile.
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car sex >>>>>

not really, i prefer being able to... what's the word? MOVE.

but i'll take what i can get. honestly, we were just supposed to be making out. but that never happens. it's lovely to know that someone gets a boner when i walk into a room: wearing jeans, a tank top, chucks and a target hoodie with a minimal amount of make...
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i swear i heard my bathroom murmur "ouch" while bleaching the hell out of it. no more getting down with the sickness!

i miss the boy, as i'm considerate and won't infect him with illnesses when i am ill. this really bites. it's been 2 weeks since i've seen him and i need some mooooore. hopefully i can kick the bumps in my throat 'cause...
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well, i got better, sti test came back all free n clear (not that i was worried other wise)... but i didn't change my toothbrush, which resulted in my reinfecting myself with the mysterious bacteria cocktail i had and now i have strep frown. not upset that i don't have to go to work tomorrow, but still... i'd like to not be ill.

tattoo time...
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