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blargh.

the boy has broken up with his minor (well, she turned 18 on october 1st... he turned 23 this weekend.) girlfriend because she "fucked up". i'm guessing that means she cheated. bitch.

anyway, i don't know what i'm gonna do. i'm probably going to be seeing him soon, as he's commissioned me to take him on his first strip club venture in honor of his birthday. this will be an interesting equation:

boy that can't be alone with girl for 5 straight minutes without kissing/touching/biting her + girl who wants to tear boy to pieces whenever she so much as lays eyes on him + naked gyrating chicks that both boy and girl will be attracted to = ?????

if i just wanted sex, that'd be all fine and dandy, but i really really like him. not in the 'i want to have your babies' kind of way, more of a 'i want to have crazy, disgusting drawn out sex with you and then make you pancakes for breakfast while we watch cartoons the morning after and repeat' kind of way. i want to love him someday...

...guess we'll see how everything pans out *crosses fingers*.