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argh. i have my annual case of strep throat. and i have a sneaking suspicion that it came fromt he same source: the boy.

i hope i see him again soon. i miss kissing his neck and rubbing his back while he plays 'call of duty'.

it's particularly fun for me to point out that he always dies at the exact same time on the...
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he told me that i make it hard for him to be mean. i spent a couple of hours with him and his brother. they smoked weed and i looked at old playboys. he sang selena to me and i laughed my ass off. we had sex and he brought me water and ice cream (sadly, it was chocolate...yuck.) and didn't bug me about moving...
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ugh, i'm fucking FREEZING and my sheets seem like they're taking their sweet time drying. if i hadn't used the new fabric softener i got (on jersey sheets, mmmmmm...) i'd just use my other set.

i cleaned my room today. i can see the carpet for the first time in quite a few weeks.

work's going good, and i got extensions in all of...
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this week, i am going to be consumed by the massive pile of homrwoek tha ti let accumulate over the summer.

this weekend, i am spenading friday with two of my favorite ladies: julez and britney spears.

saturday and sunday are going to have me in a state of mild panic.

his band's in a battle on sunday. and his girlfriend might be there. his...
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people are still so fucking stupid, it's scary.

ugh.

things are just messy right now...

...just a giant fucking pile of yuck...

ugh,still sick. at and the worst possible time.

i saw the boy last week and was swept into the role of 'the other woman'. well, one of them anyway.

i think i'm getting tired of him. i really don't want to let him go, but i can't make him trust me or want to be with *just* me. i can say with total confidence that...
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so i guess my family is under the impression that i am on drugs.

what in the hell? i work, go to school, pay ALL of my own bills and am trying to pay off both of my credit cards ASAP. i never ask for money, and just because i mentioned to my dad that i've been eating cereal for the past week (because i...
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wow. it's been a while...

...now if only i had something fabulous to write about. i've just been working and taking my classes. i'm SO sick of school... i seriously just want my piece of paper so i can get out of there and get on with my life...

oh, the boy? we finally ended up hanging out in december. we had sex, then i...
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well, i guess it's a little late for holiday wishes...

...hopefully no one died or had horrible experiences, because that would suck...

i always mean to write more, but i really don't have much to say...

well, drunk myspace messaging definitely has its perks.

i told him i was going to kidnap him and take him to a strip club, and he responded that he'd rather just come over for drinks. the boy is going to be in my house!

i will be cleaning like a feind, my room is going to be immaculate. maybe i'll cook something...

...argh. this week...
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blargh.

the boy has broken up with his minor (well, she turned 18 on october 1st... he turned 23 this weekend.) girlfriend because she "fucked up". i'm guessing that means she cheated. bitch.

anyway, i don't know what i'm gonna do. i'm probably going to be seeing him soon, as he's commissioned me to take him on his first strip club venture in honor of...
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