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so funny when people can't take a hint. yes, it is possible that i just woke up one morning and decided that i don't want to be friends anymore...

SO MUCH HOMEWORK!

but i'll pull through- i swear i will!

it feels good to get stuff done- though i wish i had the drive to do it more often. maybe the feeling of relief is just due to the fact that i literally wait till the absolute last minute to get shit done .

show next week. i love that boy SO much, but...
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well, working out's been going well... maybe i'll post pics when i have access to a working computer...

...show next week. if i'm not on here before thn, wish me luck 'cause i'm gonna need it!

it hasn't even been 12 hours since i did yoga this morning and i am SORE ALL OVER MA BODAY!

i suppose that's a good thing, but it HURTS. and i can't wait till friday to do it again .

running on the treadmill tonight is going to be inneresting. let's all hope i don't die.

so my attempts at yoga were foiled by the sweetest little beast (roommate's cattle dog mix... he thought my being in 'downward dog' translated to 'GIMMIE KISSES!!!'), but i was able to get to the gym with one of my friends and the plan is to go again. and again. and again until i don't feel like a marshmallow.

SO excited for this weekend. i...
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blaaaaah. my life has become an endless cycle of:

- work
- eating
- sleeping

there is the VERY rare occasion of a night out (whihc usually means going to a freind's house, drinking then being home by 2), but most of the time, i'm just tired.

I SHOULD NOT BE LIKE THIS AT 22...

...which is why i've decided to toss yoga and other...
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A HUGE THANK YOU TO WHOMEVER GIFTED ME A MEMBERSHIP!!!!

lemme know who you are if you want. if not, just know i'm SO happy to be back .

i guess i owe y'all an update, huh?

in a nutshell :

i'm still overspending (hence my lack of activity here- well, pretty much anywhere...)

the boy is back with his ex. there was a period...
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things went well.

i'm happy that he just brushes off the mean things i say right when i say i'm sorry :/. i get a little carried away sometimes when i forget that he's not mine...

...hopefully i see him soon and we have another night like the last time. though i'd like to add some lovin' to the conversations and all around goofing...
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freshly dyed hair (though it was gonna happen anyway...): check
black v-neck top : check
push up bra that gives me INSANE cleavage : check
tight ass skinny jeans : check
mean-spirited comments will be tossed in as necessary, and i'm taking some of my best friends.

seeing the boy since i last blew up at him. should be interesting...

...wish me luck?

i think i'm going to pierce my septum...

i hate him.

17 days and i get to see him again. hopefully, i'll get to see him before that, but the 9th is a definite 'yay', as i will it so...

...things are getting better. soon i shall call him mine !