6/8/06
A bill to pay today and then a FUNDAY with the kids. We have money today finally so I can spend " a little".
I got into a serious funk yesterday and curled up into the fetal position. My bandmates ended up coming over and dragging my sobbing ass to practice anyways as I was going to blow off last night. (Shakira is so...
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A bill to pay today and then a FUNDAY with the kids. We have money today finally so I can spend " a little".
I got into a serious funk yesterday and curled up into the fetal position. My bandmates ended up coming over and dragging my sobbing ass to practice anyways as I was going to blow off last night. (Shakira is so...
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6/6/06
Dude, my aunt died Saturday and my cousin waited until tonight to call us and tell us.....I got the call at practice. There isn't enough jager or weed in the world to prepare me for that shit......what the fuck dude? what the fuck?...........
(added 6/7/06).......
My cousin Lessie not calling just puzzles me. Why didn't she call sooner? There will be no funeral or...
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Dude, my aunt died Saturday and my cousin waited until tonight to call us and tell us.....I got the call at practice. There isn't enough jager or weed in the world to prepare me for that shit......what the fuck dude? what the fuck?...........
(added 6/7/06).......
My cousin Lessie not calling just puzzles me. Why didn't she call sooner? There will be no funeral or...
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dre:
I'm really sorry to hear that. 
It's a little unacceptable that the jackass just told you today. People are dicks. Kick his ass
I'm down to help. Things will get better.
It's a little unacceptable that the jackass just told you today. People are dicks. Kick his ass
I'm down to help. Things will get better. 
ta2dmom:
I'm so sorry to hear about your aunt! That really sucks that your cousin wouldn't call you until so late.
I know what you mean about money woes. Yikes, why do they want to charge so much for food and gas??? UGH!
I hope Alex gets everything worked out. I'm sorry his landlord is being this way.
Please tell Kris to be careful. I fell once when I was wayyyy preggo with Eli and my Dr. was pissed that I called him instead of just going to the ER. I'm thinking good thoughts for you. I hope things start looking up for you. Your family totally deserves some more good to come its way! (((((HUGS)))))
I know what you mean about money woes. Yikes, why do they want to charge so much for food and gas??? UGH!
I hope Alex gets everything worked out. I'm sorry his landlord is being this way.
Please tell Kris to be careful. I fell once when I was wayyyy preggo with Eli and my Dr. was pissed that I called him instead of just going to the ER. I'm thinking good thoughts for you. I hope things start looking up for you. Your family totally deserves some more good to come its way! (((((HUGS)))))
6/6/06
Maybe it had something to do with TODAY but I had the most horrific nightmares last night and kept waking up. Three kids vandalized Alex's car about midnight but he caught the little fuckers and now they are in jail (boo hoo) and the parents are going to pay to repair all the damage.
Anyone going to go see THE OMEN today? I'm curious...
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Maybe it had something to do with TODAY but I had the most horrific nightmares last night and kept waking up. Three kids vandalized Alex's car about midnight but he caught the little fuckers and now they are in jail (boo hoo) and the parents are going to pay to repair all the damage.
Anyone going to go see THE OMEN today? I'm curious...
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pinkwhiskey:
sorry about the nightmares, but you told me to stop teasing and torturing you, so now you don't have good dreams....
snakelover:
Three kids vandalized Alex's car about midnight but he caught the little fuckers and now they are in jail (boo hoo) and the parents are going to pay to repair all the damage.
SWEET
the catching ,not the vandalizing
[Edited on Jun 06, 2006 10:16PM]
SWEET
the catching ,not the vandalizing
[Edited on Jun 06, 2006 10:16PM]
6/5/06
It's going to sound like a downer but it's not meant to. I got a phone call last night from my Mom and my wife answered it and said "you have to take this, something's wrong". My heart immediately sunk knowing that A) my favorite uncle is in the throes of Alzheimers and I am always thinkng about him and B) I found out...
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It's going to sound like a downer but it's not meant to. I got a phone call last night from my Mom and my wife answered it and said "you have to take this, something's wrong". My heart immediately sunk knowing that A) my favorite uncle is in the throes of Alzheimers and I am always thinkng about him and B) I found out...
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pinkwhiskey:
you can call it tortue, but some people say the same about tattoos...to me it's like nails down the back...really good torture...in all seriousness, i just like making you smile
opaque:
thanks so much for taking the time to comment on my set.
6/4/06
I think I can honestly say that in 20 years of performing live that LAST NIGHT was THE BEST performance I personally, or my band, has ever given. This is ironic due to the fact that I drank and smoked prior to singing/playing as did my bandmates. You see, our buddy SEAN CRUZ -, null artist extraordinaire that he is (he has created our...
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I think I can honestly say that in 20 years of performing live that LAST NIGHT was THE BEST performance I personally, or my band, has ever given. This is ironic due to the fact that I drank and smoked prior to singing/playing as did my bandmates. You see, our buddy SEAN CRUZ -, null artist extraordinaire that he is (he has created our...
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pinkwhiskey:
well dammit i guess we're stuck
snakelover:
sounds like a good time by all
6/3/06
6:40 am on a Saturday morning and I'm wide fucking awake....this sucks. Why can't I ever sleep in like normal people? I got sunburned to a crisp yetserday during Tori's school BEACH-BLAST activity as I stood outside as a game leader for 3 hours in a tank top....yes, I have heard of sunscreen , but I burn, then tan. Since I no longer live...
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6:40 am on a Saturday morning and I'm wide fucking awake....this sucks. Why can't I ever sleep in like normal people? I got sunburned to a crisp yetserday during Tori's school BEACH-BLAST activity as I stood outside as a game leader for 3 hours in a tank top....yes, I have heard of sunscreen , but I burn, then tan. Since I no longer live...
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mystic:
I know I haven't been around very much these last few weeks, but wouldn't you even give me a bell in your last days?!?
Glad things are going well with the band, sorry I can't come and see you guys later, but don't think I'll get there in time if I leave now! Miss you honey!xx
Glad things are going well with the band, sorry I can't come and see you guys later, but don't think I'll get there in time if I leave now! Miss you honey!xx
zoomusikgrl:
but but...tan+tattoos=fading colors. and melanoma! trust me, when you're 70, all those tans and burns will show. being pale is good for ya.
6/2/06
Today is Tori's last day of school! YAY! She is having an all day summer beach blast at the school and I am volunteering to help out for the last time.....
My dad is 54 today but looks better than I do?
Practice tonight and gig tomorrow. I also lay down vocal tracks tonight for our CD!!! woo-hoo!
I have to say this.....Eliska...
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Today is Tori's last day of school! YAY! She is having an all day summer beach blast at the school and I am volunteering to help out for the last time.....
My dad is 54 today but looks better than I do?
Practice tonight and gig tomorrow. I also lay down vocal tracks tonight for our CD!!! woo-hoo!
I have to say this.....Eliska...
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ta2dmom:
Your tattoo is going to be awesome. I'm glad you got such a nice email from someone you've liked for so long. It's so nice to know that not all people with a modicum of fame are all "I'm so much better than you" it's nice to have them respect the people who've gotten them there and supported them. That being said, don't forget me when Flesh Eating Babies makes it big!!! lol My kids are out of school next week. Damn I can't wait because it's a 35 mile round trip just to get to the school so 70 miles a day to take em and pick em up right now. 
Talk to ya soon.
Talk to ya soon.
pinkwhiskey:
hey get a towel right now buddy...
and i'm sure that you are in no way inadequate
and i'm sure that you are in no way inadequate
6/1/06
Getting tattoo #36 today. It is a portrait of DIMEBAG that I just love. Should be pretty good size......
They turned off my internet today. Had to drop $100 to get it back on....eeek.....
Anyone in the area in invited to our gig -house party on Sat at Alex's house. Msg or call if you need directions. BTW, we love JAGER!!!!
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Getting tattoo #36 today. It is a portrait of DIMEBAG that I just love. Should be pretty good size......
They turned off my internet today. Had to drop $100 to get it back on....eeek.....
Anyone in the area in invited to our gig -house party on Sat at Alex's house. Msg or call if you need directions. BTW, we love JAGER!!!!
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ta2dmom:
Dammit, you're too far from Vegas! Have a great time and don't drink too much of the Jager! Have fun getting your tattoo. I'm currently bombarded with ideas for my next tattoos. I have so many ideas and so little funding!
Talk to you soon! hugs
<3 K
Talk to you soon! hugs
<3 K
zoomusikgrl:
well, i don't love yager...so i don't know if we can be friends anymore. in fact, go to hell, with your black cough syrup booze!
kidding, kidding...i'll bring some twinkies instead, how bout that?
kidding, kidding...i'll bring some twinkies instead, how bout that?5/31/06
YAY!!!! MY F#$%^ING COMPUTER IS 'DA BOMB NOW!!! Thank you Alex! Holy cow, my system has never been this cherry. I have sound, music, etc! FUCK YEAH! All we have to do is replace the burner this weekend.
My class action lawsuit is progressing very well against my former landlord. Payday is coming soon, I can already smell the money!!!!!
2 days off the...
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YAY!!!! MY F#$%^ING COMPUTER IS 'DA BOMB NOW!!! Thank you Alex! Holy cow, my system has never been this cherry. I have sound, music, etc! FUCK YEAH! All we have to do is replace the burner this weekend.
My class action lawsuit is progressing very well against my former landlord. Payday is coming soon, I can already smell the money!!!!!
2 days off the...
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dre:
I've never had jager...good stuff?
Where's the band going to be playing?
Where's the band going to be playing?
snakelover:
you got hit by a bus!!
did you take down thier lic. plate #?
nice to have a friend like Alex who knows computers ,I don't
did you take down thier lic. plate #?
nice to have a friend like Alex who knows computers ,I don't
5/29/06
Ok, so I am over at Alex, Ashley & Sara's house keeping an eye on the baby (she's sleeping right now) whilst they clean house. There is a "band" BBQ here today. YAY!
Alex took my computer yesterday morning and has spent the last 24ish hours fixing every problem with it. My burner is fried but we are going to install a CD/DVD burner...
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Ok, so I am over at Alex, Ashley & Sara's house keeping an eye on the baby (she's sleeping right now) whilst they clean house. There is a "band" BBQ here today. YAY!
Alex took my computer yesterday morning and has spent the last 24ish hours fixing every problem with it. My burner is fried but we are going to install a CD/DVD burner...
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agenda:
"the things she can do with tater tots would make Napoleon Dynamite blush"
that is way too clever. like whoa.
that is way too clever. like whoa.
anomalisa:
No alcohol in 5 days?! The hell you say!
And I'm sorry you're feeling down, I really hope thins pick up for you soon.
"There are days I envy those of you that have a carefree existence and minimal commitments and responsibilities. Enjoy it while it lasts guys, it does end at some point."
truuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuue that.
So sorry to hear that you're feeling so sad, but you know, a journal is a good place to put down those feelings....