tantrum_child

i should know by now
not to be excited by you

i should know by now
you'll only let me down

i guess it makes one thing easier
i guess there's not as far to fall

i dont get
why some girls
never grow up

i dont know why
i still care

over it
don't wanna play anymore
i'm too needy for B and he reminds me SO much of my stupid ex
fuck that!
i've been in this situation before and while i wake up in the morning and think of him, while it's him i want to tell my stupid daily stories to, while his arms are the only place i fit, i know it's...
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thanks glenn, but i moved my drawers & desk etc on my own, cos I AM A FUCKING LEGEND!

B is massively pursuing me so I'm gonna go with that for a while, makes me happy generally. Can't shake the fear I'm gonna get hurt again, but ahh wells.

I'm SO BROKE right now!
Working my little ass off, hussying it up doing promo work!...
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that's it.

moving my computer into the lounge room/dining room.

sick of paying half the rent and only using my room. sick of being cold. sick of my room being too tiny for all my junk.

someone come help me move my desk & drawers!

funny how things work hey?

here i am, in love with B, and T wants me too.

T decides he's sick of fucking around, waiting for me, etc, so he's gone.

In this time I spend time with B and realize there's too much damage done, i couldn't trust him again. I don't love him anymore...

But T's gone.

So now it's all about me....
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some douche tonight put his hand thru our lounge bar window.
fucktard.
who does that?
you know why he did it?
because the bar guy gave him four $5 notes in his change. wow. intense.

football tmro.


i hate football.

rarrr so i got drunk last night.

it's been a while.

it all started with a free cocktail at the strip club. which moved onto a few free drinks at hip-e club. who can say no to free drinks damn it?!

anyways, hip-e, being the place of employment of my B always look after me, last night was no exception.
B drove me home. i...
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is SG doing another burlesque tour?
Are they coming to Australia?
Perth?

That was surely one of the most tantalizing nights of my life, I really want to go again!