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I don't even know what to write.

But I feel like I need to.


What's going on kidlets?!

Got pretty hammered last night. It was fun, don't get me wrong, it just doesn't feel like my niche anymore. I don't REALLY enjoy it. Oh well... life goes on. It's helped to get a greater connection with people from work though I guess, so it can't...
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dave947pm:
i got hammered last night as well. and i feel the same. it was fun but not like it used to be, im getting a bit over it as well.
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so...
I'm going to Broome.
This is the single most scary and exciting thing I've ever done.
I don't know if I'd be nearly as emotional if I didn't think there's a chance of my not returning.

My toes are itchy, I want to go now, fly, be away, be free, be my own.

I wish it was today. I wish it was this week....
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emi:
yesss i get to put it away for 2 weeks!
woohaa!
i left my purse in a damn store. luckily it was laaate so an employee picked it up before anyone could get it.
_max:
haha rad ! thats the longest comment ever ! it made me smile !
i went out last night and didnt drink. it made me feel mellow in a good way. im pretty content to just lay low have more quality times with friends. .i guess being me is what im trying to do as well !
when are you going up to broome ? im desperate for the beach and beach weather. winter is sucking big time. especially in adeliade. and im totally missing out on summer this year. but i get two in a row next year!!
xx
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defeated and broken
tired and sore
bruised and alone
head bows down
to my knees
body curls
the rain slams down
thunder burns in my ears
i surrender myself
tired of fighting
tired of struggle

i am still

i wait for it to come
the end
the storm
let the rain course down
bloodied cheeks
streaking clothes
fists unfurl
i surrender

inhale
prepared to exhale...
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sugar_tsunami:
Oh but that is exciting!!! Cottlesloe is definitely my favourite beach in Perth. Will you still be there when the weather starts to warm up? xx
jonabullets:
Mmmmm i can see where your coming from in parts of the blog!
i really like it though, i write sometimes, when i feel down. sometimes it helps.
XO
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i should know by now
not to be excited by you

i should know by now
you'll only let me down

i guess it makes one thing easier
i guess there's not as far to fall
_max:
you should start a band and write rad lyrics
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i dont get
why some girls
never grow up

i dont know why
i still care
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over it
don't wanna play anymore
i'm too needy for B and he reminds me SO much of my stupid ex
fuck that!
i've been in this situation before and while i wake up in the morning and think of him, while it's him i want to tell my stupid daily stories to, while his arms are the only place i fit, i know it's...
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velvetfaerie:
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hazelnut latte............
saying goodbye is the hardest thing ever... especially when it's for reasons of logic rather than just simply falling out of love.....
i hope you get through with as little heart bruising as possible....
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x
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thanks glenn, but i moved my drawers & desk etc on my own, cos I AM A FUCKING LEGEND!

B is massively pursuing me so I'm gonna go with that for a while, makes me happy generally. Can't shake the fear I'm gonna get hurt again, but ahh wells.

I'm SO BROKE right now!
Working my little ass off, hussying it up doing promo work!...
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that's it.

moving my computer into the lounge room/dining room.

sick of paying half the rent and only using my room. sick of being cold. sick of my room being too tiny for all my junk.

someone come help me move my desk & drawers!
emi:
\yeah it was hard for me too...but then i actually took a second and damn that boy is fine, haha.
shifter:
it has been mentioned around the traps that i am good at lifting and/or holding things.
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funny how things work hey?

here i am, in love with B, and T wants me too.

T decides he's sick of fucking around, waiting for me, etc, so he's gone.

In this time I spend time with B and realize there's too much damage done, i couldn't trust him again. I don't love him anymore...

But T's gone.

So now it's all about me....
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some douche tonight put his hand thru our lounge bar window.
fucktard.
who does that?
you know why he did it?
because the bar guy gave him four $5 notes in his change. wow. intense.

football tmro.


i hate football. puke
elixxer:
I fucking hate football too! The douchebag who put his hand through the window was probably a football meathead. Fucking jocks....dumb as doorknobs!!!! puke
shifter:
Fucking... ow?

I punched a window once after a breakup, but thats a bit more worthy than 5 dollar notes.

How'd the derby treat today chlo?
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rarrr so i got drunk last night.

it's been a while.

it all started with a free cocktail at the strip club. which moved onto a few free drinks at hip-e club. who can say no to free drinks damn it?!

anyways, hip-e, being the place of employment of my B always look after me, last night was no exception.
B drove me home. i...
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