tanar's SuicideGirls Blog

Wow, thanks for all the well wishes regarding my step-dad; emails and posts. You're all great! He is improving, thank god. Though he will be in the hospital for at least another week. My mom seems to be doing good. I think she's taking advantage to the time alone.

All the news for now. Send me good wishes and naughty notes

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doublec:

how's you're stepdad doing? much better i hope!

Nov 21, 2004

epiphany:

Hope you had a happy thanksgiving!

Nov 27, 2004

Oh yeah, this dating option thing is really working out for me! The email is completely loaded, millions of posts on my journal page, the phone is ringing off the hook, the door bell is constantly going off, right now it looks like a mob scene from one of those zombie movies outside my apartment window. HAH!! yeah right.

Anyway, how's everyone else? You're all...
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esme:

Bus, baby. Or train. Or that other train. The schedules aren't ideal, but I'll survive. It was gonna come to it sooner or later what with the crappy weather bearing down on us.

Oct 27, 2004

dumpling:

Holy shit - I hope your stepdad is Ok. Your mom must be beside herself - how horrible. I hope he gets better soon.

Do you really want to date a person that you can get from a dating profile on a porn site? I wouldn't sweat it, but if you want my unsolicited girly advice I would limit your references to "naked chicks" to maybe ummm 1 in your profile.

Oct 29, 2004

I'm sorry, did this suddenly become a "dating" site?! I can't say that I dig this. Mainly because I know nobody will want my ugly ass, but that's beside the point. What's the next change, levels of membership with different payment amounts? I thought this was a site against that kind of BS. I wait with bated breath for the next change. Well I'm going...
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bugsdrugscandy:

meh. i'm avoiding the whole dating-element. though i'm slightly curious.

anyhow. yeah.

Oct 12, 2004

esme:

Bartending at a nice lookin' Italian restaurant in Evanston.

Haha...I got my bf addicted to Zuma last night.

I think we are about evenly matched. He went to bed last night thought saying "I wonder if I can play this at work..."

Oct 20, 2004

Hey folks. Back after a two week hiatus. Spent four days after sugery in a vicadon haze. But mainly my computer took another complete dump. Hard drive completely froze up and destroyed most of the files I had saved. I have spent the last week trying to retrieve what I could off the old drive, but alas most of my naked girly pics were corrupted...
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impysh78:

No more nekky girls...

. That's a terrible thing. I'm sorry.

Sep 24, 2004

epiphany:

Sorry to hear about your surgury and your computer. I missed you bunches!

I hope you are feeling better and that everything is ok.

I guess I'm back from hiatus again too. Time keeps slipping away from me...it was almost a month this time! Geez...

Oct 3, 2004

Time for an update! For the past month the computer has been completely F'd up. I finally had to turn it over to a friend that did a major overhaul. Even with all the work that was done, it is still not working up to par. Oh well, time to upgrade (fuck!).

So what's been hap'nin? Me? I have to have surgery on my sinuses....
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epiphany:

Ick. Sorry about your surgery. Hope it went well. I am happy you are back.

I hate when computers don't work. I know I need a new one soon as well. I think I can get another 6 months to a year out of this one (hopefully).....

Sep 4, 2004

vixennyx:

sounds lovely- good luck dear

xoxo

Sep 6, 2004

I have made a disturbing observation recently (well disturbing to me, others probably wouldn't give a shit). Most of the women I know, am friends with, etc. have hideous feet! I don't mean just ugly feet, I mean huge, gnarly, man-feet (kinda like Seinfeld's Man-hands, except feet).

I noticed this the last night at a pub where I met up with some friends. I was...
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epiphany:

Where'd you go?

Payback is a bitch. hehehehe

Aug 27, 2004

doublec:

size 8...no "man feet" here, i'm afraid...hope you are great...come back to us soon!

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Aug 29, 2004

Been having very strange dreams lately. Keep having dreams of being alone and hearing people yelling for me, but of course I can't find them. And keep having dreams that girl is standing by my bed. That one kind of gives me the creeps and makes me nervous. All the people that know me (family members, girl friends and such) know not to try to...
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shicawgo:

Okay those dreams are awesome....i wonder why you get so protective when you're sleeping.... a girl by your bed....i love dreams and analyzing them...but you can't really analyse someone elses dreams unless you know them.

have you ever had a dream come true? as in literally come true?

I've had a lotta fuct up comments, but not really many sexually inappropriate ones...so mine would all be kinda lame i guess...a guy at the redhead piano bar was tryin to talk to me and i wasn't interested but i was being polite and when he asked if he could get me a drink i didn't wanna like refuse and be straight ignorant but i didn't want to waste his money so i got water. I wasn't payin enough attention to him i guess so when I went to drink my water he grabbed it from me and drank the whole thing down. I was like thats an odd thing to do to get attention...and he was like well I'm fillin up for when I lay my pipe in you. Then he put his hands around my neck like tryin to gimme a neck massage... I DO NOT like people touching me who have no right whatsoever to come that close. I had to bend down and spin around to get away from him. Ugh so gross. I took care of the situation and said some super harsh shit and made his assholeness apparent to everyone around and he limped away all sayin sorry and embarrassed. But I stayed super close to my guy friend after he left cuz I was like kinda upset cuza how he touched me. I just hate that.

That was a long answer to a short question. :o)

peace out
Shicawgo :o)

Aug 1, 2004

redheaddevil:

Oh, I could go on and on about the inappropriate comments I've gotten...but the most common is "nice taters"!

Sounds like you're having some anxiety issues or stress? That sounds just like a stress-related dream. Mine always have to do with trying to find someone in a huge house and never quite being able to locate them, but always being right behind them. Or then there's the classic school dream about being late for class and not being able to find the classroom, I have that one a lot!

Aug 3, 2004

Hope everyone had a good 4th! For me it was lots of food and tons of smoke (fireworks). My parents live in an area where you can see seven or eight different "big" fireworks displays. And people that live around them had great stuff too.

Are all parts of the country showing the Six Flags commercial with the creepy looking guy that looks like Uncle...
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doublec:

i'm not a skinny chick by any means yet i wear low rise jeans (see pic)....hope i haven't been trying to get away with a look that doesn't suit me!!!

glad you like the hair!

Jul 8, 2004

doublec:

u're welcome!

Jul 8, 2004

I HATE reality shows. I know I done this scene before but I have to say it again; I fucking hate reality shows. What makes me hate them even worse? When reality shows take over the topics of conversations between people. Tonight I got so sick over hearing about them that I walked out of a party a good friend of mine was having.

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blanketmermaid:

Im with you! that fucking sucks. its the worse when your going to a party and the next thing u notice are people talking about tv shit! i hate it

Jul 6, 2004

quinn:

i, too, am disgusted and dismayed by "reality shows".
fuck tv anyway. I watch comedy central, and espn and thats about it. once and awhile i turn on the AMC channel if a good movie is on. thats it for me. tv is a waste of time.

Jul 6, 2004

The funniest movie I have seen in years: Dodgeball. I haven't laughed that much at a movie in a long time!

A little bit of music trivia for those interested. Trying to think of the name of a song, probably from '60s or early '70s with the phrase "lightening is striking again". Know it's not much to go on, but if anyone has any ideas,...
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