takk

grrr,

today is a frustrating day.....

i hate days off...

they give me the ability to slow down and think about where i am, where i havent gotten the chance to go, where ill never be....

and everything ive unfortunatly done..

im not self loathing...

just frustrated...

im still in that mode ... waiting for a sign

or a reason.. to just go... somewhere...

start something.....

grass is always greener on the otherside?.... thats bullshit....for the unmotivated

there is a place out there somewhere where the grass is the greenest around..
and i will find...

see yah on the green fauwkers!!!!!!!