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Fuck.

Erin (my girlfriend) just got fired from her job. Over the goddamn phone, six days before Christmas. Merry fucking Christmas.

I'm glad though, because it's a shitty company. She was never paid well and treated poorly and was already looking for another job.

But this really fucks things up for the holidays. I'm supposed to get a nice Christmas bonus but obviously all that...
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mtlqueen:
Totally a good time to quit smoking, because you're all angry at the man and stuff...just think about how the man wants you to smoke his cancer sticks, pay for your own coffin and subsedize his palatial home in the Hollywood Hills...I have whittled my cig consumption over the last twelve years down to three or four a day, and I think that's about as low as I'll go for now. But my support goes out to you and Erin: Kick some Cigarette ASS!
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_mike_:
Than does indeed suck about your girlfriend , but if they were that suckayss then she will be better off in the longrun . Your picture doesnt jar my memory thats for sure smile I am soooo bad with names to begin with and internet personnas always take time to know who the heck you are dealing with ,especially people from my already clouded past . . . . I'm sure in time I will remember all these things . . . . hey does richard hang out at the bar outside of the Standard . . . ? thats how you can tell if he is REALLY a scenester biggrin
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I'm going to be conspicuously absent today as work will be very busy. That's what I get when I procrastinate by dicking around on this site! Fortunately this is my last week of work before the New Year so only three more days to go!

My holidays will be spent first traveling to Boston where my girlfriend's family lives. I've never spent any time on...
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tib0r:
i keep coming back for the carrots >>>>>++++++++-
lila:
although it is more accepted that women are bisexual or attracted to other females, this is not always a positive thing. Because the whole cliche of girls on girls has become such a typical male fantasy, many girls will hook up for the attention or to please their boyfriend. i find this to be personally degrading to me because they are basically mocking who i am. i am not bisexual, i am human sexual. i am attracted to a person, not to what is in their pants. it is annoying to me that people pass off being bisexual as just being confused or not being able to make a decision either way, because i know exaclty who i am and what i want.
LiLA.
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UGH. December 17 and after a hard night of karaoke I'm barely keeping myself going. I didn't drink much but I also didn't eat dinner so I'm hurting. May have to order pizza for breakfast, shortly. At least my boss is not in the office today.

I would very much like to crawl into bed and sleep the day away.

Q: If you could plug...
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girlcatx:
poo smoking. cut it out and quit whining. smells bad, and i fuckin hate all you guys makin my clothes stink at bars. and all the people here that smoke all the time and hock up big ole loogies in the street. bleah. oh, i mena, yeah hot. i'll stick to the hooch, which will kill me just as fast. no for real, good luck. addiction is a bitch.

oh, and word to your mom! ( really, because apparently she's the sheeeeit!)
user8935778:
drunken emails = bad
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Thanks so much everybody for your encouraging words!

In the spirit of the holidays, I figured I'd list some of the presents that friends and family will be receiving from me this year. I'm still not finished but I did get most of this knocked out on a surprisingly relaxing shopping trip this weekend. Looks like I'll be ready in time!

* Wsthof chef's knife...
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jovanka:
Six String Samurai - I've been looking around for a copy cos I love low budget, independent, anti-hero movies but I haven't seen one. Looking forward to it.
was_nicole:
yes they are really tattoos on my boobs and they cover part of the nipples.
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So it's official! I put in my request for personalized business cards to go along with my promotion.

"Alex XXXXXXX- Agent"

They tell me that makes me bona fide now. Pay raise doesn't kick in until the first of the year but from here on out friends, the amount of work I put in will actually mean something!

So, if any of you or your...
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girlcatx:
too many happy moments to count. i'll just try to answer your quetions...
1.never seen zoolander. will do.
2. you misspelled one word in the journal entry... but pretty good spelling all around.
3. koreans seem to think that the chronic is some bad shit, yo. it's very illegal and punishments for possession and trafficking are extremely high. it can be found here, but is hard to come by right now...
4. about music... yeah part of what i've written about it that music, unlike verbal or written language has a capacity to communicate things that are normally thought to be transcendent of language. that it funsitons on more than one level of communication... i think it works equally forplayer and listener.
right on with the good job... i'm hopin that kinda thing is in my future soon.
user8935778:
ahhahaah those are the funniest vegetables ever

ps: you've got mail.
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Ok, that journal about A.I. was too much for most people. If you want to read it click here: Artificial Intelligence.

Otherwise, let's talk about more normal crap.

Q: What were some of the best things you've found at a swap meet/yard sale/flea market/antique department store?

A: An antique women's Cartier watch, a Polaroid SX-70 camera, mint suede jacket, first press records of Miles Davis,...
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fillerbunny:


well thank you for the compliments anyway, I'm not sure what you meant about having my shit together cause I'm a disaster unless you were talking about my fashion sense or something......

Tak said I'm a catch!!! WEEEEE!!!

user8935778:
you've got mail.
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This evening's topic matter: Artificial Intelligence! (as inspired by Catsmeow's journal A.I.)

Catsmeow got me thinking more about a topic I've been able to shake, artificial intelligence. This nagging was spawned after I'd watched "Robocop" on television which has a surprisingly good script for such a poorly directed film. In any case, after the movie I was left with the question: what benefit is...
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ver0nika23:
cats

did you ever read "the moon is a harsh mistress"? it is sort of about a computer that can think.

on another topic, i have a bottle of paxil sitting in front of me, but i am a little afraid of it. it was going to be 6 weeks before i could see a counseler, and my heart has been feeling like it is going to beat out of my chest, so my PCP perscribed the paxil. what kind of side effects have you had with it? do you still drink?
chuntcockula:
Hey man, I have been out for a few days, thanks for the post. I followed up on some of the Q's you have posted if you want to back-journal to read.

Sporks should be bigger here, I don't get it. They are so functional, cut down on dishes... A lazy man's dream! Why do you think they are so big in Japan?

Anyway, Q: Cats or dogs? A: Neither for me. I live in too small an apartment and am allergic to both.

Q: AI. Actually, the problem IMHO with AI is that we are approaching it incorrectly. We are trying to define too much in the way of "programing". Animals and basic life functions are all controled by simple rules that evolve into complex action.

I guess what I am trying to say is that we are trying to put run before we can walk. We need to let AI evolve over time rather than try to build human inteligence straight off. This is really the command sets they are starting to work on with nano, etc. Some cool biological work being done to comprehend what happens on the small scale, that leads to behaviour.

Take baby sporkboy... I seek food. I try to eat everything. I find that some things don't fit in my mouth or can't be broken down. Some go down but don't stay there. Some stay there and hurt my tummy. Some just taste good and give me energy to continue to seek food. I like tasty, my thoughts evolve to - I Eat more tasty. I combine tasty to make new tasty. Viola.. Bacon Cheeseburger!

Start simple, let the commands build themselves. It is the individual experiences that add up to personality ... Intelligence. Animals have several command sets (eat, procreate, shelter) that combine to create more complex or odd ball behaviour. Look at all of us on this site!

Q: Genetics. Humanity will stop evolving if everyone is allowed to live. No culling of the weak. Genetic flaws are passed on and do not disappear from the gene pool. Weak traits are allowed to survive and stop humanity from reaching its full potential. Granted this will take AGES.

Fortunately, for us, we are nowhere near this genetic doomsday and it continues to get farther and farther away as genetic information is being shared, passed and moved around the world, finally, with interracial marriages, more mobile individuals (Not living in the same 10 square miles your whole life), etc...

Fortunately, as well, humans have this odd thing about fashion and taste. We constantly desire to be different from each other. Genetic perfection is unattainable because it will keep shifting and changing. Next year's model will come with green hair, last year's model had webbed feet... What is hot, sexy, smart, desireable changes. Again, look at the people here.

It is all about change! How apt is the Word of the Day, Luddites cannot/do not accept change.

Genetic, Technological and Idiological diversity is a great strength, not a weakness. Mutts are the future!! Half-breeds unite! (or quarter-breeds, etc...)
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Why does this country not have universal health care? Why do we endorse a system where only the well-to-do can receive basic health services and allow the remainder of the population to grow sick and to die?

If you're on this site, odds are you're pretty well off, in a relative sort of way. We're securely within the system, although despite many of you who...
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catsmeow:
seems we have a mutual love of things science and sci fi. i forgot we have another polaroid camera a 600 i think... i don't use it much. but i love it.

oh yes, do an A.I post you will have more to say than I did I bet. That MIT site on AI rocks, No? the MIT site is bad ass in general me thinks.

have you been watching Taken on the SciFi channel?

on the evolution of machines and humanity. who knows where it will end. i wish i could live forever and see it all unfold. on the other hand maybe not. *shrug* have you ever read Azimov's Robot series... those Robots were programmed to not harm humanity.
chuntcockula:
So, I wrote a response and it didn't go through... I will try again... much abreviated

Q: Healthcare.

A: Yes.

2 must have for a modern society (beyond safety and "laws")

1. Universal education.
2. Universal healthcare.

Take care of folks when they are young and old.

Good:
More care=Less fear of death and hording of money.
Currently, Public dollars fund private profit in the drug industry.
More health care for all.

Bad:
Some people won't make as much money (not nec. bad, but people with money = power to make the laws...)
Lesser quality of healthcare.

Sticking points....
Maintain private practices for those who can afford/want tailored care... (as in private schools cater to certain tastes, and provide more personalized attention.)
Don't let health care go down the shitter like education did. Less military (which currently recieves 75% of your taxes - you read Noam C.), more health. More life and less fear of it, less death and less fear of it.
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What a luverly party this weekend! Thanks all for helping to organize and for attending. Ya'll know who you are. smile

FYI kids, I'll probably be around during the holidays but my time on the site may be serious curtailed after that. I'm working out a deal with my company to keep working here with the promotion, raise, etc. I'm just trying to make it worth...
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user8935778:
I'll be there in Jan
So you can eat my box then
Dont worry I wax
chuntcockula:
My .02,

Love is a construct of human society based on a biological need. We don't have mention of "romantic love" in literature until 12th Century France. It has become another sort of religious payoff fantasy that is easier to believe in than deal (in the neo-puritanical society we live in) with the fact that we all horny and need us some luvvin'.

Get away from the expectation or hope of some force of love and the world is a much happier place. Not as fantasy, but ... leave fantasy to healthy parts of imagination, not day to day "reality."

The way out, and still have love? Re-define the meaning of the term.

Romantic Love (not filial or otherwise) = the respect of another being as an individual.

Or, accepting that another person exists (counter to existentialism, nihilism, et al.) and has a perspective on the world that is different from your own. Giving them as much right to their opinion as you give your own.
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So much easier and more relaxing to update at night than stress about it at work.

When I die, I want people to celebrate what they loved about me. Don't mourn. Drink wine, laugh loudly, tell funny stories, and eat, eat, eat!

I attended the screening for "Live From Baghdad" by HBO this evening and I highly recommend it. It covers the birth of CNN...
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thirtyseven:
thanks for getting yourself on the phone. i loooved it. and everyone looooves your facial expressions. whew.

-renee
mtlqueen:
i couldn't agree more wholeheartedly...it hurts my brain to think how systematic death has become one of the main policies in so many governments all over the world. it just does not compute.
A: art brings a deeper understanding than knowledge.