taiwan

hooray fuckers--
my 21st is this saturday--
i'm having a party at my house before we go out-if any bloomington residents are interested-- but anyways i'm fucking excited- it's not like i don't go to some bars now- but it's still exciting- right..-

You knocked on my door to wake me and let me know you were leaving

(Ive been woken up to goodbyes far too many times in this life)

I stepped out of my room-the world was blurry -then you hugged me-

We talked of petty things to keep our minds off of the moment-

I made us cheesy eggs and followed you around-

You knocked...
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ok-- so last friday-- me and dirtydreidel went to an umphrey's concert in indy-- where we were supposed to meet a my friend and her boyfriend from purdue-- and actually it was their idea to go to this concert in the first place--

-- ok- when i bought tickets like 3 months ago i bought 3 because dirtydrei- boyfriend was going to go with us-...
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hmm.. i don't think i like people very much -

just fucking do it

today milosh-- canadian musician- posted this on myspace--

it's really erotic- i love it


"This was going to be on my first album in a section of a track but we cut it...

Suddenly in the depths of something I found nothing. Emptiness came upon me like a salty wave and in the foam of an instant I no longer existed. I could taste with...
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i think my favorite set is "steamy"- w/ malloreigh and posh-- because they're both so beautiful-- and their so sexy and seductive in this set-- the camera loves them-- every picture in the set is amazing--

i'm starring in dirtydreidel's music video today-- it's for her class-- it has to be of an urban legend made in to a musical w/ some element of critique- her idea was to do the pulp song "underwear" and do the urban legend where (i'd never heard of this one but..) a girls parents are away for the weekend and her and her boyfriend are...
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sitting in front of you-
watching unbearable truths & slanders drip
from your mouth-
as the odium begins to gather on the floor
I drag my legs up into the chair-
holding, pulling them so tightly-my knees dig into
my ribs as to not let the
malice that drips from your teeth-
into the forming puddle below come near me

as the hatred builds on...
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yay-- today is monday - first day back to classes- except i slept through mine-- but i have an interview at 3 and i have to write a paper- so i don't feel like i'm just sitting here being worthless-- but pretty much i am-- i piss myself off when i can't wake up for two hours of classes-- because it's not like i don't...
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