tailofdogma

if you can't sleep, pick up billy corgan's latest. holy fuck!

little known fact: confronting me about my excessive drinking only makes me drink more. Isn't that the very definition of being counter-productive?

I kind of had a reverse day today. For most people, they get up at a reasonable hour, accomplish what they wanted to, and some would even have a drink or two after it at the end of their day. I kind of...
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ever wish you could blame your entire day and bad decisions on a piece of expired meat? after a while, if you're depressed enough, you speak only in 90's pop lyrics.

sarcastic Mr. Know-it-all...

and I cry and I beg...

That I've been dying all day long, And singing sad, sad songs, And wishing you were gone...

And I cant help but ask myself how...
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Well a lot of good cars are japanese.
But when were driving far,
I need my baby,
I need my baby next to me.

Goddamn Cake rocks

i'm quite hungover today. listening to the grateful dead, the stones, interpol, and joy division. good shit.

i hate grand forks. nearly every one of my friends here does coke now. or they just stopped for their probation. or they just sold to an undercover agent and rolled on their dealer. the night went very sour until i got drunk and watched the man who...
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Do you know what it's like to care too much
'bout someone that you're never gonna get to touch
Hey man now you're really living


I give the lappy back on this coming friday instead of when i thought i had to. I'm in GF at the moment. Seeing friends, being annoyed at my parents lack of air conditioning, and reminding myself why i left....
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remixed from about 4 different large folders of stuff. Night part 2 refers to a conversation with a friend as she said good night and came back on 20 minutes later.

yep, i fucked up. 100%, without a doubt. I don't know if you're going to read this or not but apologies all the same. Did i say and do those things? Yes. Yes I did.

Just like a lot that's happened lately, just a bunch of misplaced anger. Get over it/when when you can. Doesn't change my sentiment that i still want to be friends....
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What was i thinking marrying a millionaire supermodel scientist?

Friday:

blew stuff up and drank...a lot. I'll have the video up soon hopefully. all depends on how much time i have between two finals this week and my final project for speech. I also give back my laptop shortly so i'll be using only the desktop soon. that'll fuck my shit up for a bit....
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stole a dartboard tonight

**edit: i may have a new entry for worst cover ever, because this is just goddamn painful. Check out this cover of "time after time", redone by Sugar Ray for their Greatest Hits record (meaning they're finally being taken behind the barn and shot). Wow is all I can say. C'mon, you know you have a morbid curiousity about this:

http://s5.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=18H5AOY0SRPVA0U6HNP00HLHHL...
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"a child will make two dishes at an entertainment for friends, and when the family diines alone, the fore and hind quarter will make a reasonable dish, and seasonsoned with a little pepper and salt will be very good boiled on the fourth day, especially in winter"

broke up with my girlfriend. we're friends, which is what we should have been to begin with.