You smile. You laugh. You're funny and fun. People like you. People enjoy having you around. You make jokes. You make people laugh. You're a good person. At home you drink. You smoke. You remember things past. You hurt. You cry. You wish to forget. You wish for happiness you think you don't deserve. Then you leave the house. You smile. You laugh. People like...
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Pain, hurt, longing, sadness, sleeplessness, too much for some one to bear it seems. Yet it happens non the less. You feel as if love will never come again; you constantly hurt physically and emotionally. You act normal through your day; happy even. Mostly it's all a clever deception accepted by everyone. Your the nice, funny, and friendly person they all like to have around...
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