t3chmonkey

t3ch: it's hard to explain, you'd have to know me in person, but I just think that way, except I don't think in words ever, just pictures and scenes, sort of multilayered and combined with feelings. Occasionally punctuated by a phrase. And I write them, quickly. I have "Inspiration trips on dirty fuschia lips" writ on my wrist, and from a few days ago on my leg, "I'd be a great nihilist if I weren't so apathetic..." Awfully odd. What is amazing about people is how different everyone's thinking processes are. As neuroscience shows. I was once a neurological guinea pig, and I began to write and bore myself with the details, decided it sounded self-aggrandizingly eccentric and deleted it At any rate, suffice it to say, sometimes I speak like I write, or more so, and it works better with inflection. Or sometimes I am very quiet. I also tend to reflect back the speech of other people, for the sake of comprehension, or be somewhat verbally disinclined, until fully comfortable around someone, then they learn my native tongue. Kind of obsessed with the idea of "word salads" of schizophrenics, but have been well assured that I'm completely sane (despite relentless doubts) by numerous guys in suits with titles on their walls.

And how are you wired differently? We all have something, something profound I believe. When it's linguistic it becomes quite a spectacle; other wiring issues are less immediately apparent, except inwardly. Dontcha think?

Boing boing! XOXO! You're new photo is very very flattering. I know a boy from Kansas City, MO, and he is 23... he doesn't like me a spot though. I think he did at some point, we were once friends. He's a techie of sorts himself. Curious. What a good fantasy to have, by the way.