t3chmonkey

And the whole day will be awkward anticipation
for the impending awkward events tonight
Where we both smile like we've been doing fine
And ask each other if we've been doing alright

And I'm sure you'll look prettier than I remember
And you'll be healthier than I can recall
I'll see you're doin' fine without me
Like I never mattered to you at all

And when you ask, because I know you will
If I've been seeing anyone
I'm gonna try my best not to hesitate
and not mention all the things I've already done

And I will act as if I'm always as lonely
As I am right now with you in front of me
And I will half-truthfully pretend
like I've been living in agony

And I'm sure you'll look prettier than I remember
And there will be more life in your eyes
And it will hit me that I miss you
Even more than I realize

So this will be the longest day of anticipation
Because I know exactly what will come
Testing to see if we're heartbreak even
pretending to have fun