Hmm... not much to update with, really. Still having trouble finding work. However, I am finally 100% set on what classes I'm going to take in a few months. I slacked off for a while - thanks, depression. Things have been down, and extremely awful with the boy since we parted ways. But such is life, and it must go on.
October was a blur. Spent many nights out and about with my lady, foreign rock boys and more alcohol than any human should ever consume. It was a good month, nonetheless, and I can't think of a better person to have spent it with than Miss Courtney.
November was just ridiculously awful. Worst month of my life, easily. Things went for a horrible downward spiral with the boy, and he went back to live in his old house. I finally bought myself a one way ticket out of this place, and only ended up being rushed to the hospital on my way to the airport instead. I've been back to the hospital three times since then. Fan-fucking-tastic.
December - my friends Brian & Joe finally tied the knot. It was a gorgeous little ceremony, cutest couple, EVAR. I'll admit I was a little sad, because my supposedly wonderful relationship had failed on an epic scale... but I was incredibly happy for my friends, and what they share. They're beautiful. I couldn't ask for two better men in my life.
January: Houseguest, my bestest. He's amazing, and I love him more than I care to admit, I just wish he lived closer. Also started talking to some old friends again, so that's always a plus.
Which brings us to now - I'm sick. Still looking for work. Doing my taxes. Addicted to watching Supernatural, again. Playing a whooole lot of videogames in my downtime. Cursing the words "happy" and "valentine" and "love." Blah, I say. BLAAAH. My birthday is coming up in a few weeks, so I think a new tattoo as a treat to myself could possibly alleviate the gloom.
I also just realized (yes, this late in the evening) that it's Friday, the 13th.
Time to find a machete and venture off into the woods.
October was a blur. Spent many nights out and about with my lady, foreign rock boys and more alcohol than any human should ever consume. It was a good month, nonetheless, and I can't think of a better person to have spent it with than Miss Courtney.
November was just ridiculously awful. Worst month of my life, easily. Things went for a horrible downward spiral with the boy, and he went back to live in his old house. I finally bought myself a one way ticket out of this place, and only ended up being rushed to the hospital on my way to the airport instead. I've been back to the hospital three times since then. Fan-fucking-tastic.
December - my friends Brian & Joe finally tied the knot. It was a gorgeous little ceremony, cutest couple, EVAR. I'll admit I was a little sad, because my supposedly wonderful relationship had failed on an epic scale... but I was incredibly happy for my friends, and what they share. They're beautiful. I couldn't ask for two better men in my life.
January: Houseguest, my bestest. He's amazing, and I love him more than I care to admit, I just wish he lived closer. Also started talking to some old friends again, so that's always a plus.
Which brings us to now - I'm sick. Still looking for work. Doing my taxes. Addicted to watching Supernatural, again. Playing a whooole lot of videogames in my downtime. Cursing the words "happy" and "valentine" and "love." Blah, I say. BLAAAH. My birthday is coming up in a few weeks, so I think a new tattoo as a treat to myself could possibly alleviate the gloom.
I also just realized (yes, this late in the evening) that it's Friday, the 13th.
Time to find a machete and venture off into the woods.
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Chhh-chhh-chhh--Haaa-haaa-haaa
