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WELP, guess I'm back.

I've got about four years of updating to do, but I guess I'll get to that at another point.
For now: I must look at boobs.

It's been a while since I've updated here... where to begin? I was having a bad few months - severe depression, I wouldn't leave the house. I ballooned up to about 160lbs - but I'm back down to 145 right now, and still dropping. Thank fuck. It was making me miserable. Just 20 more to go.

I just saw 'This Is It' three times this...
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I'll update.

Yay:
-New car = spending time in the fresh air.
-Classes start in September.
-Been working out, drinking mucho water, losing weight.

Nay:
-New boy appears; and the old one returns.
-Confused? Yes. But I'll deal.
-My pretty lady is moving to Florida.

Despite the negatives, life is alright.

Hmm... not much to update with, really. Still having trouble finding work. However, I am finally 100% set on what classes I'm going to take in a few months. I slacked off for a while - thanks, depression. Things have been down, and extremely awful with the boy since we parted ways. But such is life, and it must go on.

October was a blur....
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Wow, it's been a while... time for an update: I'm STILL job hunting, ugh! Every callback and contact I've gotten was for part-time or seasonal work, and that just wouldn't make sense right now. I'd make less money, and lose my unemployment. I really, really, really hate being out of work. I also hate being on unemployment. I've been making my own money since I'm...
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So... I stopped working at the porn store on my 5-year anniversary there. Luckily for me, they agreed to give me severance pay while will help before I can collect unemployment. Oooh, boy. They feel it's "owed" to me after working 10 - 15 hour days, 4 or 5 days a week for the past five years. And I completely agree. I can't complain too...
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Wow. Since I've 'rejoined' I've gotten some weird requests.

I'll start my 2008 blogging with this: I'm not here to look at naked men, so please... don't show me your penis. Or ask me to comment on photos of your penis... or anything of the like, really.

So... I've been away for a while, and yet, nothing of interest has really happened in the...
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Not a damn thing to update with, really.

I just got back from my trip to Disney, which brought on some veryyy interesting videos and photos. Maybe I'll post some later. Things have been up and extremely down with Shane, I'm trying to trust him, but given the circumstances, it's realllllly hard. Blah.

New ETID album, looove it. New Chiodos, thumbs up. New AILD, fantastic....
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Shitty things:
- I cannot go to Sounds in Jersey this year, because apparently there's some "family function" that same day. Maybe I'll find a way out of this.
- I need some new friends. Like... in this area.
- I missed out on Genghis Tron last week.

Good things:
- I missed out on Genghis last week. But I did see This is Hell...
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Genghis Tron and Pig Destroyer.
or...
This is Hell, Soldiers, Stray From the Path.

Decisions, decisions.

Not much at all to update on.

Still depressed as fuck, but I've been the master of illusions lately, seeing as though no one has noticed a thing. That, or they just don't give a shit.

Bamboozle was awesome, aside from the horrible flip-flop tan that I got on my feet.

I ate today! And 3 times when I was in Vegas. We're making progress....
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