I have come to the conclusion that i need help. Having 4 panic attacks a day, crying all the time, being scared of my emotionally abusive husband, wishing i was dead, and putting on a fake smile so nobody knows whats wrong is not healthy. Ive gotten to the point where i hate myself i cant even look in the mirror without feeling disgusted. I...
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Sorry I haven't been on a lot lately. Been feeling very sick and going back n forth to the hospital. But everything.is fine now. I hope everyone has been doing well 
saw the movie immortals last night and it was awesome!!! I did not go see twilight,I fell asleep through every movie lol.
saw the movie immortals last night and it was awesome!!! I did not go see twilight,I fell asleep through every movie lol. VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
anjave:
Take care
lectorvyal:
no need to apologize, as long as your fine that's all that matters 
went from 1st place to 6th place because no one has been commenting on my set. o well. It was a long shot anyway. broke my phone today it was a piece of shit hand me down blackberry anyway lol. found out i cant get a new tattoo or piercing for a long time because no tattoo places will do anything if your pregnant or...
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lectorvyal:
this makes me a little sad, your set is brilliant but you know it goes in phases, don't let it get you down
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barnabas:
That looks wonderful!
friscillating:
The babycake is awesome! 
And I cannot even see your bump. How do you do it??!
And I cannot even see your bump. How do you do it??!
im currently on bedrest, which sucks. I really hate not being able to do anything but its best for the baby. Ive been addicted to a few songs lately lol like these ones!!
My set is still doing great in member review! thank you so much for all your awesome comments, it means soo much to me
My set is still doing great in member review! thank you so much for all your awesome comments, it means soo much to me
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scottsmallin:
Hope you feel better soon. BTW. Your Set is 2nd Most loved HOPEFUL set in MR for the last 6 months. I wish they'd make you pink already. It'd be well deserved!!
scottsmallin:
Actually 2nd Most loved of ALL TIME. What The Hell. haha
My baby shower is next week and then my husbands bday is the 7th! so i pre-ordered him the new call of duty MW3 elite. He was going back n forth on battlefield and COD but by pre-ordering it he gets alot of extra stuff with it, i hope he likes it I also got my dress for the marine ball, still need to get...
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entese:
yayy babyshower!!!!
Thank you everyone for your advice on my last blog, ive obviously been really stressed. Just have alot going on and also being in alot of pain from the pregnancy doesnt help. Just 3 more months and i get to hold my little boy. So just with that to look forward to keeps me smiling and staying positive.
Here are some of my fave modeling...
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Here are some of my fave modeling...
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lillithvain:
I bet 3 months feels like forever!
kohana:
Love the modelling pics you're gorgeous!
Might be getting a new puppy tomorrow!!! A lab/ english pointer mix. Soo excited He has one blue eye and is white with black spots. I hope everyone had a great day and is ready for the weekend!!
775 comments and 97% on my set!! awesome thank you everyone, im really hoping i go PINK, it would mean soo much to me.
Going to be...
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He has one blue eye and is white with black spots. I hope everyone had a great day and is ready for the weekend!!
775 comments and 97% on my set!! awesome thank you everyone, im really hoping i go PINK, it would mean soo much to me.
Going to be...
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baax:
New puppy? Exciting!
lectorvyal:
fuck them, do what YOU want
Thank you everyone! Its always hard when a loved one dies especially when she was soo young and i still dont know why. She was suffering from a mental illness but i thought she was doing better. We were there for eachother in that aspect and she was strong for me. I just hope now i can stay strong for her and live in her...
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reximus:
Indeed. Stay strong!
wolfox:
the death of someone you know is never an enjoyable thing 
oftimes we end up having to find the strength within ourselves when the strength we have from/via others is gone... not easy, I know...
so sorry t'hear 'bout the loss
oftimes we end up having to find the strength within ourselves when the strength we have from/via others is gone... not easy, I know...
so sorry t'hear 'bout the loss
Been a rough two days for me, found out yesterday that my good friend committed suicide a couple days ago. She was only 34 years old and was such a strong and amazing women. Im still in shock from everything
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reximus:
Good lord, Symph. I'm really sorry to hear that. My condolences.
wolfox:
I've been thankful to have known only three suicides... unfortunately one of which I could've - and should've - helped prevent if only I'd been home at the time to answer her call.
keep the head up if you can... so very sorry t'hear 'bout the loss
keep the head up if you can... so very sorry t'hear 'bout the loss
really tired of my husbands friends coming to me saying hes great guy.. if he was soo great he wouldnt of kicked his 6 month pregnant wife out of their apartment after catching HIM on a dating site. Hes also lying about it to his friends. not to mention the people who are sticking up for him, well all he would do is talk shit...
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raining1:
I agree with EroticGeek, although it's not my place to say. (I also quite like here name!) And I agrees with Barnables as well....
bigtoad:
I agree with Barnabas.
Plus... why would ANYONE kick YOU out of their life.
I'd be worshiping the ground you walk on.
Plus... why would ANYONE kick YOU out of their life.
I'd be worshiping the ground you walk on.
Hey SG!! If you havent yet check out my set in member review, i went down in the ratings a bit it would really mean alot to me. Becoming a suicide girl has been a dream of mine for awhile! I love all you who have been there for me so far and have been supporting my set.
it would really mean alot to me. Becoming a suicide girl has been a dream of mine for awhile! I love all you who have been there for me so far and have been supporting my set.
we all wish you the best