Single? single, you haven't really ever been around...what am I to do with you?
That's right folks, little 'ol Syd didn't find her match. And single has awaited me long enough. I've been a serial relationship kind of gal....not too healthy. But I intend to remedy that. I'll be moving out of my lovely house that I now share with my ex (we're civil and nice to each other, we just know it won't work) and move into my mom's lovely west seattle home. There, I will be single. I will be looking for a shiny new steady hour job, and eventually, when I move out, I will be in shiny new conditions.
Say a prayer to the universe for me. I'd do it for you.
The scariest thing is being alone. Solo time is great when you have someone to go play with when you're done, but solo all the time? Holy moses, this is gonna be interesting. Now my demons really get to come out and play. I just hope they don't play too rough, cuz I'll hit back, goshdarnit.
The wonderful thing is that I have family (my moms and my sissy, Skarlet) and my friends, who I thought were long gone after my latest dive into the relationship pool (I was wrong) are still around. They've all offered places to crash, they've all offered coffee dates and dance parties. And where before I wasn't to keen on leaning on a friend, I think i'll take the coffee and dance party distractions to pass just a bit of the time away. I'm very fortunate to have my friends. I love them all dearly.
Shit, every time I think of how sweet and loving people have been to me...even though first they pull the loving "I told you so....just toooooooo soooooon darling, to be in a relationship", I tear up when I think of how wonderfully supportive they've all been.
In other news, my "widow" act with my gothy cupcake skirt was accepted and I'll be performing it next week. I'll have pictures at that time too, if you want to see what a ball gown skirt with 12 yards of tule looks like.
I'm doing my best to be positive, are you?
love you all.
That's right folks, little 'ol Syd didn't find her match. And single has awaited me long enough. I've been a serial relationship kind of gal....not too healthy. But I intend to remedy that. I'll be moving out of my lovely house that I now share with my ex (we're civil and nice to each other, we just know it won't work) and move into my mom's lovely west seattle home. There, I will be single. I will be looking for a shiny new steady hour job, and eventually, when I move out, I will be in shiny new conditions.
Say a prayer to the universe for me. I'd do it for you.
The scariest thing is being alone. Solo time is great when you have someone to go play with when you're done, but solo all the time? Holy moses, this is gonna be interesting. Now my demons really get to come out and play. I just hope they don't play too rough, cuz I'll hit back, goshdarnit.
The wonderful thing is that I have family (my moms and my sissy, Skarlet) and my friends, who I thought were long gone after my latest dive into the relationship pool (I was wrong) are still around. They've all offered places to crash, they've all offered coffee dates and dance parties. And where before I wasn't to keen on leaning on a friend, I think i'll take the coffee and dance party distractions to pass just a bit of the time away. I'm very fortunate to have my friends. I love them all dearly.
Shit, every time I think of how sweet and loving people have been to me...even though first they pull the loving "I told you so....just toooooooo soooooon darling, to be in a relationship", I tear up when I think of how wonderfully supportive they've all been.
In other news, my "widow" act with my gothy cupcake skirt was accepted and I'll be performing it next week. I'll have pictures at that time too, if you want to see what a ball gown skirt with 12 yards of tule looks like.
I'm doing my best to be positive, are you?
love you all.
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i got time.......im number 3,986,432,001.
i feel sorry for #3,986,432,002.anyways,i wish the best for you.
take care,