sydni

Well, since the last journal entry, My fiance took me camping (real camping, no bathroom for 10 miles) so I could recharge. He tried to teach me to fish. Instead, while crossing a big log over a river that could be white water rafted, I fell in under the log and was swept about 50 feet in 15 seconds. I have never been in water that powerful, or felt so helpless.

That's the scary part. Not that nature is so strong, but that I'm so small in it.

Needless to say, some things that weren't in perspective have inched back to me. My sense of humor is more or less back in place. The stress that mademy shoulders feel like they were a ton are now letting me pick my head up again.

Thank gosh for powerful not intentional river baptisms. Holy crap.

Yesterday was my last performance with Burning Hearts Burlesque. It was a surreal night. Not many goodbye's as most of us are moving on to better things. Knowing that was my last time in the Fenix was crazy though. I loved to perform there.

For all you Washington kids, there will be a show for us moved on girls at the Noc Noc on Thursday for the Exotic Underground Magazine. Please do show up.

well, I guess that's all I want to say.....

xxoo
Sydni