It suck that the older you get the harder it is to make friends. I don't really have any friends. I work with a couple people that I sometimes go to lunch or dinner after work, but thats about it. I don't really hear from my co-workers on the weekends. So, I spend most of my nights and weekends alone with no one to talk to or hang out with. When I'm home, on a typical night I will either read a book or watch some Netflix. I hate going out to eat by myself, so I will typically eat at home alone. If I do go to a restaurant I will get the food to go. I always feel like an idiot sitting at a table or bar by myself. Some nights I over analyze everything in my life. I think about why I don't have any friends or how am I going to get a girlfriend if I can't get someone to be my friend. I hate those nights they are the worst. When I have one of those nights when I over analyze my life it typically ruins my whole week. I will stay in that debunked mood for a week or so and then it starts all over. This has becomes an endless cycle of my life.
