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sxe_rudeboy

From Merrimac, M.A. Living in Effingham, N.H.

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Monday Nov 05, 2012

Nov 5, 2012
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I'm just pissed off and need to vent it somewhere. I spent 4 and a half years with you for nothing just for you to rip my heart out. I did everything for you. I brought you to appointments. We went everywhere you wanted to go. When did we do things I wanted to do?

I did everything I could to love you. Do you think you were easy to deal with? You were a mess with your OCD not to mention everything else that is fucked up in your head, but, I never stopped loving you. Maybe my problems aren't the easiest but atleast i try to be happy. I may have Muscular Dystrophy, but calling me a cripple wasn't fair.

I kept loving you through everything. It might of been shit at times but we always seemed to make it through. We had a lot in common, but, I guess that wasn't enough for you. I guess I didn't make you happy, but it goes both ways..You say i was addicted to sex after 6 months had passed with no intimacy at all. You said it was because you had no sex drive from your psyhc pills. Now I know that can happen, but, you're a liar. You have a new boyfriend now and what you had sex already. I should know how that goes because you did cheat on me 3 times. Maybe I'm a masochist I must be for everything i let you get away with.

Having your new boyfriend call me was awesome. Telling me to leave his girlfriend alone. He's gonna be a control freak, but, so are you so you two should be happy. Not to mention the assault charges you both have had against you. Oh yeah I bet he has changed thats his old life..Right and thats why he has threatened me twice now..big bad guy..a coke head is the last thing you need, but, I guess thats what you deserve. I loved you and I kinda miss you, but, after all this I think I will be ok. Karma is a bitch. Now maybe you can get put through everything you put everything else through. Bet you get an STD now. Let's just hope you don't get pregnant. You are the laziest person I have ever met and you can't take care of a ferret nevermind a baby.

I'm a little angry and lonely, but, I'll be ok. I'll find someone who isn't as childish and will love me for me.



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