swen

ok how are you today?
i went to the dr. i dont have a bacteria in my eye
but a virus
a nasty shameful idiotic virus.
i have herpatic simplex eye disease.
and i have had several outbreaks apparently and never noticed it until now.
and my cornea is swollen and looks horrible
and is terribly scarred.
and the doctor cant comment on my eye sight, but notices a huge discrepancy between now and a year ago when i got my eyes tested. looks like about a month or two of regular eye exams. fun......
i know i did nothing to get it, and i know that loads of people carry that virus but still i feel disgusting saying
oh yeah i have eye herpes.

im just really dizzy and have a horrible headache because the muscles in my eye are working overtime


but on a different note... perhaps burning the eye out would be the right answer!!!

i hope you are feeling better.

manys hugs!