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Monday Sep 29, 2003

Sep 29, 2003
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Well, time for an update I think...

I've been awfully lazy lately. I just don't want to do anything. I just eat (a lot, really, I swear!), sleep and read or surf the internet or play "Operation Flashpoint".

I really should begin to work on that scientific paper I need to get my "Doktor"-title but I just lack all initiative. So I keep laying low for a while.

I figure it's some small kind of depressive episode. I tend to be all melancholic and some of you may have noticed (previous post) a stupid paranoia of being deserted by everybody. I even thought about leaving SG! Maybe I really should seek counseling.

Friday night was good, though. First goth-party for what seemed to be an eternity! The place was fucking crowded, which usually is a drawback, but with fucking cool people! And I still enjoy not to go there on my own, Daniela is very good company! We had lots of fun, went to bed at 5:30...

Kisses and Love from Germany,
swen kiss love kiss
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deadish:
you do flatter me mr Swen! thanks for another lovely comment! Everyone goes through episodes like you describe, I am also going through one...Im not very happy at all at the moment frown nothing I can do at the moment but wait for it to turn. pants. anyway...feel better! kiss
Oct 5, 2003
bombshellbetty:
People say mean things to you when you walk down the street? I don't get it. It's so easy to say something nice and brighten someone's day, why would people toss out rude remarks? Compliments from strangers are good though.

Hope you're doing well, sweetie. kiss
Oct 6, 2003

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