swen

So, I lost my virginity Friday night.

The short version of what happened: Daniela, her friend and I (wearing my SG-shirt!) went to that Best of both worlds event. I soon lost interest in the party itself as I wildly flirted with some hot chick on the dance floor. We danced and kissed. And now it gets bizarre:

She said that shes married but her husband wouldnt mind, in fact he liked sharing her. So if it was ok with me, we should go for a threesome. And that we did. We went to my place and had three hours of absolutely hot and uninhibited sex. I never thought that I would ever experience something just close to this

I hope, no one here is too shocked about my behaviour. I am, a little. But it just feels great. Even when I noticed this afternoon that my bike was stolen by some fucking jerk I couldnt stop smiling.

[edited to add:]

So, it wasnt how I always imagined it to be. I always dreamt of being with a girl that Im in love with and sharing this moment with her. Im not in love. I didnt have anything to do with love. And I was pretty drunk

But still I feel it was good. It was right and about time. I feel much more confident now this disturbing idea of being only half a man is off my mind!