So tomorrow is the big day. At last, I'd say. I'm on the edge of a serious nervous breakdown. Picking up the books, reading a few lines, trying to memorize, giving up again and doing something else to distract me from my nervousness. I just hope I'll pass. I don't care how. Just pass. One of the two examiners seems to be a pretty tough...
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Mit blutverschmierten Hnden
Mit einer Trne im Gesicht
Einem Lcheln auf den Lippen
Und der Hoffnung tief im Blick
Aufzustehen auch aus dem Dreck
Tief beschmutzt und stolz im Herz
Dem Leben neu erwacht
Und erwacht ganz neu im Leben
Lakrimosa: "Stolzes Herz"
Translation:
With blood-stained hands
With a tear on the face
A smile on the lips
And hope deep behind the eyes
To...
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Mit einer Trne im Gesicht
Einem Lcheln auf den Lippen
Und der Hoffnung tief im Blick
Aufzustehen auch aus dem Dreck
Tief beschmutzt und stolz im Herz
Dem Leben neu erwacht
Und erwacht ganz neu im Leben
Lakrimosa: "Stolzes Herz"
Translation:
With blood-stained hands
With a tear on the face
A smile on the lips
And hope deep behind the eyes
To...
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bombshellbetty:
Yes you will make it! Almost there...
*hugs*
*hugs*
bombshellbetty:
You're the Jester? That's so cool! The Jester comes from The Fool tarot card, which I have always considered "my card."
Have a wonderful weekend, you sweet-talker you!
Have a wonderful weekend, you sweet-talker you!
I'm fucked up. I just can't learn anymore. It's only less than a week till my exams are finally over, but I have no motivation and even less concentration left in me. My mind always wanders off topic no matter what I do. 
I try to do as much learing as I can, but I'm like a reading-robot
without enough memory to keep even a...
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I try to do as much learing as I can, but I'm like a reading-robot
without enough memory to keep even a... Read More
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nevilthedogboy:
yer trying too hard, lay off for like.. a whole day or so.. just relax.. and don't think i haven't forgotten.. you still owe me details, boy-O
chimpsky:
Well, the Canadian health care system ensures that there's always a wait for everything, and there's no system of triaging ED patients by severity.
I normally wouldn't take a philosophy course but this one had to do with science (and pseudo-science, eg. astrology, ESP, chiropractic), so I thought it would be appropriate.. It seems like fun so far.
I normally wouldn't take a philosophy course but this one had to do with science (and pseudo-science, eg. astrology, ESP, chiropractic), so I thought it would be appropriate.. It seems like fun so far.
I'm sad. 
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bombshellbetty:
Still sad? No!
I'll be in Germany again in March! Damn the wait!
I'll be in Germany again in March! Damn the wait!
jurasic:
http://www.refreshuk.com/refreshuk_brands_lowenbrau.htm
I think it's the official site...I remember as a child my father brought home the poster with the loin & the glasses...He even tortured me with laderhosen*
I think it's the official site...I remember as a child my father brought home the poster with the loin & the glasses...He even tortured me with laderhosen*
I think I figured why I fell so down lately. The current exam is the beginning of the end of my studying years. Ive been at the university since 1997, thats six long years with lots of hard times but also some wonderful experiences. Its been here where I first felt accepted by mostly everyone and I wasnt picked on like in high-school. I even...
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nevilthedogboy:
take the exam and you'll do fine. one way or another, before you finish up school, tell the gal SOMETHING... tell her you've had yer eye on her for the last four years if nothing else, than to get it off yer chest. if she is this intelligent, sweet gal, if nothing else, she'll understand. ask if she'll remain in correspondance with you in some form or another. Or you can have another cigarette, whack off and go to sleep.. that usually works for me. either way you go about it, good luck
nevilthedogboy:
let me know how it goes, man.
Thank you all for your sweet comments. 
I just had a weak moment, I think. 
Big news: I got my invitation for the last part of my exams. It will take place on Sep. 15th at 14:00h CET. I'm so nervous! The two topics to be tested are internal medicine and occupational medicine. I'm not especially great at neither of them, but I think I...
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I just had a weak moment, I think.
Big news: I got my invitation for the last part of my exams. It will take place on Sep. 15th at 14:00h CET. I'm so nervous! The two topics to be tested are internal medicine and occupational medicine. I'm not especially great at neither of them, but I think I...
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chimpsky:
What, you mean the sight of pretty SG's won't help you study? Ah, well, best of luck once again!
sakita:
good luck
i know you will do very well
you have to
i need to come to germany
hugs and kisses
i know you will do very well
you have to
i need to come to germany
hugs and kisses
I should be happy right now; content with the stuff I achieved the last days. But Im not! I already figured out why, but its too stupid to tell. Though I officially admit its stupid, I cant help it, Im sad. Melancholy rules my soul again. Yesterday I was kind of saved from all that by Daniela. Shes currently a spark in the blackness...
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wildchild:
I understand being lonely. It is one of the worst feelings. There's never an easy way out, sometimes there's no way out at all. But keep in mind that even though you feel alone, there are people who have been there as well, and can understand where you are coming from. You can always contact me and I would be happy to talk to you. You are surrounded by a good community here. Stay strong.
deadish:
aww swen, dont feel bad! get msn u can talk to me!
The written part of my exam is over. The last day was terrible so I just barely made enough points to achieve the rating I wanted. But thats not so important. Im just glad that this part is over. 
I still dont have the invitation for the last part of the exam. On the one hand thats ok as I can rest a bit now....
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Im just glad that this part is over.
I still dont have the invitation for the last part of the exam. On the one hand thats ok as I can rest a bit now....
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bombshellbetty:
Yay! So glad the exams aren't stressing you out the way they were.
And I haven't needed to watch Mars these days, I've been able to feel it moving under my skin.
And I haven't needed to watch Mars these days, I've been able to feel it moving under my skin.
deadish:
hey sweetie, yay for how well i know ur doing on ur exams, thanks for all ur messages while i was away! silly puters!
oodles and schmoodles!
oodles and schmoodles!
OK, the second day was better. And first analysis of both days resulted in 75% right answers. That's just the rate I expected. So, I'm quite content with the exams so far.
Monday will be all about medical discipines doing surgery. I'm generally not so good at that, so I do some extra learning today. Tuesday will probably be a pice of cake. (At least...
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So, I'm quite content with the exams so far.
Monday will be all about medical discipines doing surgery. I'm generally not so good at that, so I do some extra learning today. Tuesday will probably be a pice of cake. (At least...
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bombshellbetty:
I'm glad the exams are going better! Yay! Don't stress too much.
Was that about WWII or was that an older ditty than that?
The only English one I know the meaning for is:
Ring around the rosey
Pockets full of poseys
Ashes, ashes
We all fall down!
That one's about the Bubonic plague, if you didn't know already. Funny how nursery songs are so macabre!
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Was that about WWII or was that an older ditty than that?
The only English one I know the meaning for is:
Ring around the rosey
Pockets full of poseys
Ashes, ashes
We all fall down!
That one's about the Bubonic plague, if you didn't know already. Funny how nursery songs are so macabre!
[Edited on Aug 25, 2003]
jivesucka52:
What tests are you talking about?
So the first day of my exam is over. It was more difficult than I thought. 
There were less questions I already knew than in previous exams. Besides, I was really nervous. 
Damn. I have to be more relaxed about it. I hope tomorrow will be better....
Much love to all of you,
swen
PS: DSL works! I just watched the "Underworld"-trailer. Awesome!
There were less questions I already knew than in previous exams. Besides, I was really nervous. Damn. I have to be more relaxed about it. I hope tomorrow will be better....
Much love to all of you,
swen
PS: DSL works! I just watched the "Underworld"-trailer. Awesome!
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bombshellbetty:
Wise words, thank you. I'm still trying to figure out the right path right now, and it's exciting and scary. Hope your weekend's going well, sweetie!
chimpsky:
I hope yesterday's section went okay! Best of luck!
Tomorrow is the first day of my exam. I learned for that 8h a day 6 days a week since April. It's a really big thing for me. I hope everything will go as smoothly as the test-exams I took during the last weeks.
The first "invitations" for the oral exams are out. I didn't get one since now. That's very good. The later I...
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It's a really big thing for me. I hope everything will go as smoothly as the test-exams I took during the last weeks.
The first "invitations" for the oral exams are out. I didn't get one since now. That's very good.
The later I... Read More
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nixxx:
Good luck!! Sure you'll ace 'em though
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pihka:
good luck on the exams! id have one in art history on saturday but im not going- i still havent got the books even, so whats the point? will have to do it later this autumn...
I'm much better now. I got some of my faith back. I'll make it. Everyone have a nice weekend!
swen
swen
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bombshellbetty:
Aw, shucks! You're so sweet! *kisses you and runs away*
roxypixie:
hey, what's up.
Good luck!