sweetypea

well I have decided once again to make some life changes! Fun....LOL..

I need to be a healthier me and that is going to be quite alot of work. I have changed my eating and bought some diet pills called Slimquick? not sure if they will help or not but I sure could use some energy! Id like to look different then I do now, I put on quite a bit of weight while I was preggers and with the stress I live with just continued on after having my son... sooooo Im trying to....

1. Be happy with who I am inside because whatever I look like on the outside, im still me on the inside...easier said then done...

2. Be healthier, for myself and my family...I would like to live a nice long life!

3. Feel sexier in my own skin... being a plus size chick makes me feel like im not attractive, damn all the skinny pushers!!! I see sexy curvy girls and they make me drool so why the hell do I feel so gross? my fiancee says im hot but sumtimes I wonder if hes really being honest or just doesnt want to hurt my feelings, I want to feel sexy, I want to be sexy, SEXY SEXY SEXY!!

Happy, Healthy and Sexy...sounds good to me now I just have to put the work in to get there.. I keep telling myself I can do it but I could really use some motivation..A good kick in the ass! LOL

So there it is ive put it out there and now I have to do it, I am going to do it I WILL ACCOMPLISH MY GOALS!!

A little pep talk is good......

xoxox