sweetheart1

Sorry for not responding to comments as of late.
I don't have a computer running at home, haven't since last year.
I only get online at my boyfriends house anymore.

I'm actually thinking that this account is actually his,
I don't look at the ladies much anymore..
It's strictly a blogging and message boards sort of thing at this point.


xo

He's home again.
I'm not as sick anymore.
It's kind of going away on its own.
Nothing I can do about being dizzy though.
But then again, I've had on and off dizzy spells for months on end since I was 13..

I hate it.

And this really sucks.

I've almost blacked out several times today.
I think I'm going to hurl.
I have to work only a little more this week.
Thank God it doesn't look like anything too hard is left to do now.

On top of it all, I think I have pink eye.

Why do most of the new sets going up of Suicide Girls look NOTHING like Suicide Girls?

I swear to God half of the time it looks like they have all of one piercing and a wig. Which actually WAS the case with a recent set because I got the same wig at a halloween store back in September.

This site is stating to make...
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I hate my life sometimes.
I'm so fucking sick!

So, I have the flu.
I don't think I've ever had the flu before because I never remember being this sick.

It hurts to move my eyeballs even a little bit.

I'm going to the hospital in a bit and I don't have insurance.

This is going to be fucking sweet.

PLEASE tell me you notice...
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i'm sick as fuck.
high fever and coughing like no other.
every muscle in my body aches.
i had an interview today too.
i sucked it up like a man and went in.
god knows i need the fucking money.

i want a california roll and a pina colada - hold the alcohol.
and maybe a seaweed salad.
i need to wake up my man...
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My boyfriend, Adam, leaves for tour on Monday.
He's going to be gone for nearly a month and I'm pressed on it.
I'm going back to work soon to not feel so shitty slash keep myself busy.
The set I worked on for this site came out.. not half as well as I hoped.
It was so.. colorful..
Didn't work at all. I thank God...
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I'm so pissed off.
I lost my old account here because it claims the username doesn't exist.
So, Cherub_with_envy is no more.
adam and I will both be using this site to look at titties and what not.

But it's not the same, I miss my huge friends list.
I miss that entry that showed my titties, damnit!