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My grandmother woke me up around 10AM this morning to scream at me for not being up and out looking for a job - I guess I just woke up and locked my door then went back to bed claiming I had a headache. I've had a headache for like two weeks now or my wisdom teeth are aching or something hurts, so I guess she had the right to be frustrated with me.

I guess I should give everyone some background information on me. When I was fourteen, I got kicked out for the first time and since then I've moved around a lot between family members and friends houses and being homeless. I turned 18 a month and a half ago - I had been moved out with a good friend for a month or so before deciding that was really detrimental to any future plans.

So now I'm at home for a bit but I always seem to have "just one more week". I'm nervous, I don't know how long I really have. I was supposed to sublet this apartment while my grandmother moved in with her boyfriend but now she doesn't want to do that - so where do I go when she leaves?

I always thought jobs were based on age and experience - but lately it seems you have to have connections and I just don't have any. I'm just frustrated and I don't really know what to do - I don't want to live out of my car ever again. I guess I'll go on myfreecams in a bit and hope for the best and update my wishlist.

I scanned all my film pictures and photo booth strips today! Here are some pictures.