I try so hard not to compare myself to others, but sometimes I can’t help it. I grow extremely frustrated when I pour my heart and soul into creating and being the best I can possibly be and I don’t feel like I’m being appreciated. I work so hard on my content, spend days on a single video and I see girls who post the same bikini photos they can share on Instagram, which takes 5 seconds to snap and upload and they are getting 10x the likes on their onlyfans page...
After having my original Instagram page deleted at 610k and having to start over from zero, my business has suffered...prompting is nearly impossible, no one sees my hard work anymore. I get afraid I won’t be able to provide for my family, most of the weight is on me. I’m just venting a little because I don’t really have anyone to talk to. I’m supposed to be strong, I can’t cry, I can’t have a moment...because everyone depends on me. I wouldn’t have it any other way I’m just hoping I will catch a break here soon...or at least be able to share my story and people will understand the immense stress I’m under at the moment.
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