Feeling....

...helpless

...restless

...worthless

...I'm just so over trying to pretend I'm so happy all the time. I'm not. I'm just not feeling like myself, and it totally sucks, I feel awful.

:(

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dropdeaddimples:
I'm in that same boat and as much as people try to comfort and reach out to you or tell you that everything is going to be okay,  it doesn't help how you feel deep down. I always think about a song called A Wish by Gregory and the Hawk, "... and I swear I'm gonna cry, I'm sick of trying to be tough." I'm tired of people asking how I am, when really I'm not happy at all and I'm tired of putting on a fake smile. I feel like I'm getting close to the breaking point where I'm just ready to scream that, no I am not okay. I hope you can find happiness sooner than myself. 
roobar:
Sorry to read that.  Anything in particular going on? Anything that would help?

I have one more 5x7 print left! Email me at suttinsuicide@gmail.com if interested. Serious inquires only please! $25

Thank you!

Xo

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lunar:
You are so beautiful
chispa_rojo:
😵😵😵😵

BTS

Drove up to LA to shoot with @paloma today!!! I had such a nice time, she was so lovely and sweet and not to mention totally gorgeous! :)

I also got to meet the babes @cartoon and @illusion 😍 and of course I got to see the beautiful miss @lolana 😍

traffic heading up to La wasn't even that bad but on my way home it was
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heyleealyssa:
Good god how is it humanly possible to be that attractive? 😘
sabbath1978:
Gorgeous as usual ! So sexy!

Sooo yesterday was awful, I drank three beers with dinner the night before and holy hangover that I awoke with!!! It was so bad, my day was ruined...mostly because I was supposed to go shoot a magical multi with the mega babe @quincyelise :( I'm devastated.

I even took a Zofran when I woke up to help with the nausea and I continued to...
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otownmikey:
Quincy and Suttin in the same photo shoot??? My phone would explode from the hotness!!!!!!
marceline:
do you wear ear plugs at night? sometimes i do if im extra irritable. <3

SELLING THIS PRINT FOR $25, IM SAVING UP TO FINISH MY SLEEVE SO YOU WILL BE HELPING ME OUT A GREAT DEAL!!!! :))))

MESSAGE ME IF INTERESTED SUTTINSUICIDE@GMAIL.COM

THANKS YOU GUYS!!!!

<3

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lyamoon:
Beautiful!
kevinmaxwell:
Perfect pic <3

Soooo comic con is this weekend and I live in San Diego so I'll be around all weekend if any ladies want to meet up!! I might be with Carter at some points but he's such a ladies man and so mellow!

Also, I'm supposed to be shooting a multi with my dream girl!!! Can anyone guess who?

@quincyelise


😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️😍

So get ready...
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matthewyama:
😻😻😻
kevinmaxwell:
:)

Been going to the gym or just doing squats at home and I'm pleased with my results so far! Definitely going to keep it up as much as I can!

What do you guys think?

But, for realllllzzz thank you all so much for all the love on my new set "SERAPH" I'm so stoked and I love reading all the comments, it
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flip85:
Perfect backside 
lilymai:
You're soo perfect! I need your motivation :') xxx

...my next set comes out sometime Friday night!

So keep your eyes peeled!!

I'm getting anxious and nervous!

I hope you guys love it!

❤️❤️❤️❤️

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mcoakw:
Now you're making us anxious, can't wait sweetie.
johnny808:
Loved it. Love them all. Such beauty!!!!

I'm

So

Hungover

Went to a wedding yesterday and got so hammered, it was fun to cut loose but now I'm paying the consequences....and it sucks! But the wedding was a lot of fun, until the end of the night when I got a horrible headache.

in other news my next set is only one week away from hitting member review...it...
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dutch:
You've got a fantastic body both pre- and post- baby <3 Lovely photo!!
mortis322:
Kinda wish you had done a set while pregnant. I love seeing the glow of a woman who's expecting. You still look stunning.