What skill would I like to acquire....
....I thought about this for a while and realized how simple it is for me.
I began thinking about upcoming shoots and realized how I wished I was a better model. I think modeling is a skill, and I'd like to learn to be a better model. A lot of it for me is just my lack of confidence and anxiety. I just get so unsure of myself and start to second guess a pose or a face I'm making then it just spirals out of control and I get nervous and anxious! I alway try to let photographers know that I may be painful to shoot with cause I start out a little shy and then get more comfortable as the clothes come off...how weird that sounds, I know, but it's true, but, it could also be that I've had time to warm up or get use to the camera. I think I'm too worried about what the outcome will be (do my boobs look saggy, does that smile make my cheeks look too fat, am I making crazy eyes when I think I'm making sexy eyes....etc.)
Now...with that being said I do think I've come a long way since my first shoot but that's still not much.
Modeling is tough stuff.
But, the only way I'll ever get better is by taking myself out of my comfort zone and trying again and again!
