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I wanted to thank everyone for their kind words and help with my situation last night....unfortunately I woke up only to have more anxiety and an argument with my tattoo artist...it was not pretty at all. For a whole 10 minutes I believed we would never be working together again, yeah, it was that bad, but then we both pushed all the bullshit aside and came to an understanding that we are friends first and we aren't going to let this situation ruin our friendship. I like his tattoo work and he give me great prices, I tip him we cause he's worth it. So our relationship will remain the same and we decided to forget the bullshit that happened this morning. So I am grateful for that and my anxiety level went back down. Now hopefully he'll be able to make it up here at some point soon and we can get the tattoo done!
My piercings are healing nicely and look so good! I'm so excited!
Today I'm going to take it easy cause I'm still not feeling 100%.
I've come to the conclusion that a lot has been happening on a bad note, my boyfriends grandma was recently hospitalized for a blood clot in her brain, I found out that my aunt has terminal cancer and only has a few months to live, and a few weeks ago I witnessed that horrible car accident where I saw someone die right before my eyes, not to mention some other hormonal issues. So I e been dealing with quite a few different things and not having a car or job has really been weighing on me and making me feel like a bum. At least I am PINK and this gives me a sense of accomplishment and gives me the opportunity to model and make something of myself and I honestly couldn't do it with out all your guys support and love so it means the world to me! Thanks for listening to me vent and always being there! I love you all and lets hope my next blog is more positive! *putting positive vibes out into the universe*
Xoxo