for some reason i've been thinking about my ex a lot lately. i miss him. kinda. mostly i miss being with someone. i dunno. i'm just feeling all lonely tonight.
and yeah, i'm drunk again. ah, nothing like drinking alone on a friday night even though the last time i did this i ended up throwing up and feeling all sick and all that ickiness. no hangover though... that was good. or something. like i care.
will's talking to me. which isk inda funny. we have a very long history. i dont really give a damn about him either way anymore though.
i like coheed and cambria. they rock.
jimmy eat world is gonna be in fresno next month. i wanna go, but not by myself, which means that i probably wont go, cuz well, i'm a loser with no friends. well, no, that's not true. once a month or so me and nick hang out, he tries to get me to sleep with him, i say no, he kicks me out. yippie.
actually he's really not that mean. he only tries to sleep with me cuz i keep telling him that i want to, but i'm too fucking psycho so i dont. and last time he kicked me out cuz we'd already been hanging out all day and there was some huge disaster with his computer or something and he was all mad about that.
whatever.
pull the trigger and the nightmare stops
like i said, i love c&c.
in fact, i think i'll listen to that song again! it's just that good.
i need to cut my hair again. my mom thinks i should go to an actual salon and get it cut right, but meh, fuck that. i'll just chop off the bit in the back that makes it look like i'm growing a little mini-mullet, even though my hair is all the same length. actually, the hair in the back is shorter cuz it's the only part that i've cut since i shaved it.
i should shave my head again!
ok, no, no i shouldn't. i miss having long hair too much. i liked being able to hide behind it. and guys like long hair much better. not sure about girls. the girl from my precal class has long curly hair. *drools*
anyway.
i'm drunk.
and now i'm feeling all sleepy. damn.
dear my friend! in the time we've spent forever after something something something end! dear my friends! in the time blah blah when will the nightmare ever end? pull the trigger and the nightmare stops! pull the trigger and the nightmare stops! pull the trigger and the nightmare stops! forever you will, forever you will ruuuuuun!
oh how i adore this depressing song.
and yeah, i'm drunk again. ah, nothing like drinking alone on a friday night even though the last time i did this i ended up throwing up and feeling all sick and all that ickiness. no hangover though... that was good. or something. like i care.
will's talking to me. which isk inda funny. we have a very long history. i dont really give a damn about him either way anymore though.
i like coheed and cambria. they rock.
jimmy eat world is gonna be in fresno next month. i wanna go, but not by myself, which means that i probably wont go, cuz well, i'm a loser with no friends. well, no, that's not true. once a month or so me and nick hang out, he tries to get me to sleep with him, i say no, he kicks me out. yippie.
actually he's really not that mean. he only tries to sleep with me cuz i keep telling him that i want to, but i'm too fucking psycho so i dont. and last time he kicked me out cuz we'd already been hanging out all day and there was some huge disaster with his computer or something and he was all mad about that.
whatever.
pull the trigger and the nightmare stops
like i said, i love c&c.
in fact, i think i'll listen to that song again! it's just that good.
i need to cut my hair again. my mom thinks i should go to an actual salon and get it cut right, but meh, fuck that. i'll just chop off the bit in the back that makes it look like i'm growing a little mini-mullet, even though my hair is all the same length. actually, the hair in the back is shorter cuz it's the only part that i've cut since i shaved it.
i should shave my head again!
ok, no, no i shouldn't. i miss having long hair too much. i liked being able to hide behind it. and guys like long hair much better. not sure about girls. the girl from my precal class has long curly hair. *drools*
anyway.
i'm drunk.
and now i'm feeling all sleepy. damn.
dear my friend! in the time we've spent forever after something something something end! dear my friends! in the time blah blah when will the nightmare ever end? pull the trigger and the nightmare stops! pull the trigger and the nightmare stops! pull the trigger and the nightmare stops! forever you will, forever you will ruuuuuun!
oh how i adore this depressing song.