susannahjoy

snowboarding was fun. scary, but fun. kinda. i dunno. blech. fun hanging out with my brother and proving to him that i dont always have to be a wimp. i just stayed far enough away that he couldnt hear me hyperventalating, and then once i got nice and high from that that's when i could go down. i did get a couple nice runs in. we went up to the top of the mountain (at mountain high, just in case you were wondering) so i did some intermediate runs and everything, yay for me. i saw brady there a couple times. i said hi each time, but either he didnt notice me or he was pretending not to, cuz he never responded. i was very disappointed about that. i miss having a boyfriend. i need one to give me a back massage cuz my back (along with every other part of my body) is killing me. and i just want someone to talk to. anyway. it's 7:30 and i'm fucking exhasted, so im' gonna go to bed.