i want to be beautiful. so i'm trying to learn how to be. makeup, the way i carry myself, clothes, etc. i think that my old habit of sulking around everywhere and trying to hide in big baggy clothes makes it more difficult to make friends, so now i'm working on changing all that. i have gotten a lot better at being nicer to people, even when i dont like them, in the past few months. which is good. although i still need to work on that some more. and i dont want any comments in here about how "oh but you're beautiful already" cuz it's all bullshit. maybe i look beautiful in some of the pictures (in your opinion), but keep in mind that i'm only going to put up the pics that i think are the most flattering. and i think that beauty has a lot to do with who you are on the inside, and you can't really see that from pictures or online journals or anything. and that is the last bitchy thing you'll hear from me! i promise. now it's nothing but sweet nice susie. really. and that's the last time i'll refer to myself in the third person too. 
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As I've said before to pygmy, I feel that makeup is a crutch. Women use it to make themselves FEEL beautiful, when most of them don't need it at all. You are in this group. You took a bold and admirable step by shaving your head. I must say, I love it. You have the personality that I look for in women, and the boldness to do things that are against the norm. Perfect catch if you ask me.