susannahjoy

i wish i had something more insightful to write about. i really dont htough. i'm way too shallow. i'm tired of my life. i'm not sure what i can do to change it though. i suppose i should be more grateful. i have a job that i actually (mostly) enjoy, i have a good family that totally supports everythign i do, i have all my physical needs taken care of... there are plenty of people out there who dont even have that. i just feel like every breath i take is a complete waste. i need to be doing something that's actually worth something. or maybe i dont need anything really and i'm just too greedy and selfish. i know i dont need friends, but i dont think it's wrong to want them. or maybe i just need to stop listening to emo. heehee