susannahjoy

fucking bills. it would be ok if the stupid computer would let me pay them, but nope, it wont. so now i'ts going to be my fault that they aren't paid on time, even though i dont recieve a paper bill and their system is fucked up. grrs. i have an hour to kill before my next class still. i dont want to go. i forgot my book. but i really can't miss it. i've already missed too many. i'm still getting an a, but whatever. i feel huge today. icky. i dont think this whole staying with my sister in law thing is very good for weight control. i gained 5 lbs or so last week from her house, and i'll probably gain the same this time. today i'll be super busy though, so that should help. the fact that i dont have any cash and wisely left my cards at home should help too. that's 14 hours where i'll be incapable of getting food, so yeah. i need to find a good tat for my leg, but it's not working out too well. i spent over an hour searching last night but couldn't find anything. most of the pics that i did find were either too cute or too detailed. i just want a simple black tat of a mermaid! that shouldn't be so hard. ok, yeah. there's a million people in here wanting to use a computer so i think i'll go outside and read until my class starts. bye everybody!